how much i love you

home sick

i miss being held, i miss being wanted. desired. i miss the feeling of my arms around you as you play with my hair. the feeling that i am loved, that i am cared for.

i miss when i was the most important thing in your life. when you would drop anything to make me happy. when i was sad and not feeling myself you were there with open arms. i felt like your arms where my home. i felt warm, and secure.

i felt like it was only me and you in this huge world. i had never cared this much for some one before. i feel like i fucked up, like i had something great and i ruined it. i had someone who cared and loved me as much as i did for them, then one day it was just all over.

i just wish to have that feeing again. i took it for granted, and now it is all gone. i the person that i care so much about doesn't care about me anymore.

i miss your arms around me. i miss the only place i have ever felt like home. now i'm home sick with out a home to go to.