Siyamu's pov:
I finally get into my apartment wet as ever. I quickly take a hot shower so I don't catch a cold. I wear my Nike grey and white pluno tracksuits to keep warm,oh and my happy socks. I take my duvet and sit in the lounge with some red wine. To take the stress away. I'm sure all of you are wondering what happened between Senzo and I. I dated Senzo at the beginning of the year,in February. I had not slept with him because we were together for like 2 months and we said we'll take things slow and then he went on tour for 3 months. When he came back he sat me down and told me how he got another woman pregnant and how he'd like us to break things off. I'm not mad at him, I am happy he didn't make a fool out of me and just told me the truth. We broke up in such a mature way. Well now I'm seeing a therapist again. I'm glad I did,I guess I never healed from my past because it's haunting me.
My birthday is in 2 weeks. On the 18th of November. I don't even have plans because Sandile,my manager gave me a day off. Just as I was thinking,my phone rings and it's an unknown number. I pause the TV and answer it. I wouldn't want to miss a part of The Real Housewives of Dubai.
"Hello" I answer. Do you know the suspense of being called by a private number?yhuu mtaka bawo.
"Hey...uhm,Siyamu I'm sorry for being cold towards you today. I feel so bad" he says. Oh it's the jerk from earlier.
"Please leave me alone,you insult me and tell me I'm a slut and you have the nerve to think that I want you whereas you offered me a ride home. You saw I wasn't alright,I wasn't expecting you to do anything for me I just wanted to get home. I don't need you,you're such a jerk. You're a bitch too" I say really fast and I don't wait for a reply. I just hang up the phone on him. That felt good,standing up for myself without crying. I get some snacks and I just chill. Okay,now I'm bored. I call Buhle,my crazy best friend and she answers on the first ring.
"Yes bitch I'm coming,I know you're bored to death" she says excited. Did I mention that she is crazy as hell or I forgot?
"Who said I'm bored ?" I ask her,laughing at her dumb response.
"I don't care who you're with or what you're doing but I'm coming" she says and hangs up. This chick bathong. She arrives after 20 minutes and we chill until she decides to sleep over. She has clothes at my apartment. We talk all night until we fall asleep in each other's embrace.
These two weeks go past really quickly. I've been going to gigs nonstop and Sandile said he wants us to go to Cubana,a beautiful club in Durban Central. I didn't say no because I'll be bored. Anyways since I've been seeing the therapist,I've been good and taking care of myself. I even gained weight in all the right places and now I'm glowing. It's such a coincidence that my birthday is on a Saturday.lol. It's Friday today and I'm here at Jimmy's Parlour doing my nails and applying my 24 inch black Mozambican weave. Sandile fetches me when I'm done,this one is my bestfriend,not just my manager. We pass by McDonald's,yay my favourite. We get in and people are asking for pictures and I agreed. I love this,fans showing love. We ordered and sat down. He looks at me smiling,I smile too.
"You're beautiful today" he says already laughing
"Oh so I've been ugly this whole time?" I ask laughing
"No but you're just different today,you're even glowing" he says smiling "it makes me happy knowing you're happy and at peace"
"I wouldn't be here without your help. You're one of the people who influenced me to go see a therapist. Oh and I forgot to tell you,I think I'm ready to talk about my childhood in interviews. Please tell RedLive FM " I say. His face lights up and he gets up and hugs me for 2 minutes or so. Our order comes. We look at each other and laugh. We both ordered two burgers each and two shakes each.
"You got that outfit I sent you for tomorrow night?" He asks
"Yes thank you so much. I love it,it's so dreamy dawg" I smile thinking about it "it's so me,even the colour dude. It's tomboyish but girlish at the same time"
"I'm glad you love it" he says smirking,surely proud of himself. We eat while conversing and sharing jokes. He takes me home so I could get some sleep because tomorrow night is going to be lit. There's this annoying sound that's waking me up from my sleep. It's my phone vibrating,I answer without checking the caller ID.
"Who the hell is calling me while I'm sleeping?" I ask annoyed.
"I'm sorry,I just couldn't stop thinking about you" oh it's the jerk bawo,save me.
"What's the time Ndo?aren't you supposed to be sleeping?" I ask.
"It's 1am" wow this guy. "Why do you call me Ndo?" He asks
"I find it as a cute nickname for you" I smile after that, stupid I know.
"I'm really sorry for how I've been treating you. I'm just scared,I have this strong feeling towards you and I can't explain it" he's feeling what I've been feeling. He pauses a little bit and continues "I love my girlfriend and I think she's the one but you're always on my mind. I thought pushing you away will make this feeling go away but I just wanted to hear your voice. I didn't mean it when I said you're a slut. I knew I could shut you out in that way. You're a queen and you deserve to be treated like one" wow I don't know what to say or how to feel
"Ndo I forgave you a long time ago" I tell him the truth.
"What do you mean by that?" He asks
Thandolwethu's pov:
"What do you mean by that?" I ask and after that silence
"Siyamu" then I listen carefully and I hear soft snoring. I laugh softly but I wish I was next to her beautiful face. Today is her surprise party and Sandile invited me. I'm so excited. Just then,my girlfriend calls,what does she want?at 1am? I answer her call.
"Hey baby" I fake a sleepy voice because if I don't there will be drama. It's been 2 months but she's not the person I first met. She's acting like a gold digger. Shit what did I get myself into? A part of me wants Siyamu to be my rebound but she knows her worth and I respect her for that.
"Hey my love" she says yawning. Ughh
"Why are you calling me in the early hours of the morning?" I ask not even bothered
"So that's the tone you use with me now Thando?" She asks like she's spitting venom. "Anyways I called to tell you that I'm coming with you to Siyamu's surprise party " how did she know?ayibo this girl
"And how did you know?" I ask her confused as hell.
"Your phone calls are connected to my phone and I heard your conversation with Sanda or Sandadi whatever his name is" you see what I've been saying?she changed out of nowhere. I drop the call,I won't take this bullshit. I fall asleep and luckily she doesn't try to call again.
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