Thandolwethu's pov:
I wake up panting causing Siyamu to jolt up too "baby,baby look at me" I look at her with my eyeballs popping out "it's just a bad dream, I'm here,okay?" she says as if she knew what the dream was about. She gives me a hug but my heart is still racing.
"Babe I don't remember the dream but you were there and you were leaving me. Babe,babe, please don't leave me" I stutter. My alarm rings. I'm supposed to take the kids to Ndabe's soccer match today
"I won't leave you babe,I'll always be with you" she says giving me a sad smile. I hug her back, taking my time with the hug. She's leaving today and I'm going to miss her so much. I stand up to wake up the kids. Bonginkosi struggles with waking up and he's the only one who isn't awake now. Snothando is going with us because she has nothing to do today. I go back to our room and the bed is neatly. I hear the shower running so I decided to join her. No words are exchanged but only the sound of the water hitting our bodies is heard. She scrubs my back and I scrub hers,just like we always do. After our shower we get dressed but she picked my outfit as usual. She's wearing black high waisted jeans with the black crop top from her clothing line and a black bomber jacket. She also has on her black boots. No makeup, just her. She looks perfect
"I love you so much" I tell her holding her stomach from behind. Our connection goes deeper than just having sex now,our souls seem connected. It sounds cheesy but it's true
"I love you more than you'll ever know" she responds holding my hands. I lean my head on her shoulder and we just watch the view through the balcony door for a while
"I don't want you to leave" I break the silence. She heaves a big sigh
" I know,I don't want to leave either but one of us has to and they chose me" she says and I bring her closer to me, inhaling her perfume like it's the last time
"What do you mean by that?" I ask
"You need to stay with our kids. I know you can do it,I trust you. You're definitely stronger than you think" she responds making me chuckle. I turn her around and kiss her passionately. I won't get to kiss her for three months,I'm sure you guys understand. We make our way downstairs and the kids are eating cereals
"No Ndabe I'm tired" she says before he can say anything. We all laugh because Ndabe starts sulking. "Look what I got you guys" she gives the kids key rings
"What are we supposed to do with these?" Nkosi asks
"When you have a car or house" she responds
"I like the message written here" Ndabe says
"Me too" Ibe seconds his statement. She also gives me one.
"To my husband, drive safely because your wife and kids still need you" I mumble smiling
"I got you something" I say taking it out of my pocket. Remember that necklace piece I got her for her 23rd birthday?she said she wanted it renewed so I did just that
"Oh my, thank you sthandwa sami" she says letting me put it around her neck. She kisses all her kids and tells them that she has to leave now
"Mom" Ndabe calls out "I love you" what? Siyamu blushes at his words
"Mxm" I say annoyed. They laugh at me
"I love you too mommy" Nkosi says. Hawu,this child can be sweet?lol
"Me too mom,I love you"Musa says
"I love you more mommy" Ibenathi follows
"As the first born and the-"
