If you feel like you're losing everything,just remember that trees lose their leaves every year but they always stand tall and wait for better days to come ~unknown
Siyamu's pov:
"Siyamthanda, please wait up" he calls from behind me as I make my way to the VIP area,just to greet some of the guests after my performance. I turn around and he's carrying a basket. Great!just great. What is that for?I really ain't in the mood for Snothando. I've still got a week to head back home
"Can you just wait a minute. You can't just pitch up in the middle of my work hour and want to talk to me,call me and I'll try to squeeze you in my schedule. By the way I don't need your generosity,I have enough money to take care of myself" I say to him before heading towards a group of gentlemen,my bodyguards are right by my side because being in a foreign country is really dangerous for me.
"Siyamu!" Their deep voices echoe in unison. I just smile and wave at them. They get up to hug me and their girlfriends or wives I assume arrive and give me some pretty smiles. "We just wanted to say that people that know good music and are good company deserve more of this" one of them says giving me a stack of 20 dollar notes. That's a lot in South Africa I'm sure.
"Let's take pictures then!" One of the girls says. Demanding me actually,not asking
"Oh my god this is so much money,thank you" I say smiling so hard trying to hide the way Snothando has irritated me. We take pictures and I head off to another table to get more tips. I love this,making other people feel what I feel when I listen to music. Unfortunately for me,money can't buy happiness. I step into the car making myself comfortable,Sandile does too
"Did you see how much money we made from tips only?" I say to him. He grins
"I'm just glad nobody was trying their luck on you today" we laugh about that. Literally every gig,there's always people trying to get my number and when I say people I mean girls too. Yes,the lesbians
"Why didn't you close the door idiot?" I jokingly say to Sandile
"Because I want you to stop running away from your problems and face them. You're going to be okay" he says patting my shoulder while walking out along with the driver. What is going on? Snothando steps in the car,oh so these are my problems? He sits making himself comfortable
"Nobody told you to sit" I say,yes I'm petty like that. He looks at me with that 'do not start' look. I keep quiet facing the other way
"Siyamthanda please stop ignoring me,I've tried calling and texting you"
"Yeah I know,what do you want?I'm a very busy woman"
"For you to forgive me" he says cupping my face with his hands. I remove his hands roughly. I wonder where all this anger is surfacing from
"I've forgiven you so many times,it's enough now"
"Please" he says pouting. He pulls my face closer to his and kisses me roughly. I push him away
"No Snothando, please leave me the fuck alone. Don't you get it?I don't want this,I'm not your slut"
"Then be my girlfriend"
"No"
"Then what do you want!?" He half shouts getting impatient. He's a very calm person so it means I've hit the wrong button "manje nawe ulibele ufuna ngikuncenge,mxm fuseg(so now you want me to beg you,mxm get lost)" he says going out
"And then he says he's changed,mxm" I mumble to myself. Sandile comes back with the driver and one of the bodyguards and we're off to our hotel. When I get to my room,I call room service and order a chicken burger and a chocolate milkshake. I keep myself busy with watching National Geographic, channel 182. The channel where there's animals playing,yeah that one. I love this thing,it's so interesting. Have I ever told y'all I'm an animal lover?well I am. After 15 minutes or so the food arrives. I dig in and I just be busy with my Instagram since the show becomes a bit boring. I scroll looking at posts and liking them. A notification catches my attention
'Snothando.G is live' well curious me presses on the live video to watch it. He's teaching boys how to dribble a ball and apparently later on he has news he needs to share. I don't know whether it's because he's looking hella fine without a shirt or I'm really interested in just seeing him dribble that ball just like how he dribbled my heart.
"Baby come here so we can tell them the good news!" he shouts while sitting down. Who's baby?Khloe appears and to say I'm not surprised is an understatement. I feel like I wanted him to change just so I can have closure. Just to be sure that he really didn't leave me because I'm ugly,fat and boring but I guess now I know the truth. Her body is so amazing,the slimmer you are for Snothando,the better and well for me,I'm just fat.
"Thank you guys for the support and mostly to my woman for supporting me in everything I do" he says and gives her a peck. So I was just a joke to him? Am i a joke? I didn't even hear what the announcement was "Ballon'Dor here I come" he finally says. He was nominated?oh my fucken gosh. I leave the live and I carry on watching TV. It's not even like I'm watching,I'm thinking of this man. I wonder how Thando is where ever he is. Is he even happy? You know what they say, curiosity killed the cat but my curiosity killed my confidence
I assume I fell asleep because I wake up in a very unpleasing position. I stretch and then check the time. It's 6am, perfect timing. I shower and wear my gym clothes with my tekkies. I get a knock on my door. Sandile peeks in before I can even tell him to come in. Talk about an invasion of privacy
"I was about to wake you up" he says. Trust me I knew that "but since you look ready let's go then" I get up taking my water bottle and phone, plugging in my earpods. Let's go jog!
Chapter 50!!! Shout out to you if you've made it this far. You are appreciated. Thank you for 500 votes🤍
