The Allure Of darkness

chapter 13

♤♡Niklaus's POV: ◇♧

raven fell asleep while azalea was feeding then she too fell asleep, i covered both girls as they were sleeping and i went outside and smoked a cigarette.
i was thinking about a plan to end mikael once and for all.
i found out where he was hiding, and with who, then i found out that lucien didn't die during the attack, he escaped, he's with mikael, i also got a note from mother, she wants to have dinner with us, me and my siblings, of course i denied at first, then elijah convinced me to hear what she has to say.
so the dinner will be tonight, i won't take raven with me of course, esther could tell mikael or she could hurt raven herself.
my mother esther and mikael don't talk, they are enemies too, he wants to kill her for her affair and she wants to kill him for killing her lover, aka my bio father.
i want to know what i would've become if i was raised by him, he was not like mikael, mikael always bullied me and called me weak, he always abused me and hurt me and always said that i'm nothing. i wonder why he hated me even before knowing that i'm a result from an affair.
maybe if ansel, my bio father had raised me, i would've been a better man, not this monster i have become.
rebekah, elijah, kol and i are going to this stupid dinner made by esther mikaelson.
she calls me a monster, as if i'm my fault, i niklaus mikaelson am esther's fault, mistake, i have nothing to do with who i've become. that's not my fault, i wanted to survive in a cruel world as a child and i did. i built my own empire and thrived in darkness and loneliness, without the help of my siblings, i don't want them to get their hands stained in blood too, they're my siblings, my responsibility, i didn't want them to go through the same shit i went through as a child by mikael, they're younger than me and i felt that i need to get rid of him, he's violent, he's not capable of being a father, he's and always will be a nightmare to all of us. he didn't just abuse me, he abused them too, but he always hurt me more, he once tied me to a wall and hit me with his belt on my back, i lost a lost of blood that i passed out, but rebekah found me and took me somewhere safe and took care of me.
i'm not alone now, i have raven, and i have izzie.
tho my siblings never really left my side, but i always wanted to have someone that loves me without being forced to.
like family, you're born to love your family, you are meant to love them, but raven and i met by a tragedy that have happened to her, we weren't meant to meet. but we did. she doesn't have to love me, she's not forced to. but she does and she cares.
and that's the difference.

after half an hour or so, i went back inside and found raven awake and holding azalea near her breast to help her feed better, azalea didn't cry when she woke up and that's new.
raven looked at me and smiled then she said "are we staying all day here"
"i have some stuff to do so we can't stay for a long time" i said.
"can't you stop working for a day" she complained.
"well princess if you want me to stay with you and fuck you i can do that right now, you look edible too" i replied with a wink.
"oh if fucking me will make you stay longer than please do what you want"
"is azalea done?" i asked
"yes"
i came closer and took azalea from her and put her in her cradle in her room, then i took off my boxer and went to raven.
i took the blanket off of her and i took her panties off, then i put my face between her legs, i licked her entrance and she moaned a bit.
i licked her everywhere but her pussy, teasing her, trying to make her angry
"ah god just fuck me already" she said annoyingly.
"as you wish princess" i replied and i licked her pussy and made her more wet.
then i climbed on top off her, and put my dick on her entrance, i looked in her eyes and i said "if it hurts anywhere tell me and i'll stop"
she didn't reply but she kissed me and i thrusted gently inside her, i waited for a moment for her to adjust at my size then i moved slow, i started to thrusting inside her only going faster a bit by bit and she was moaning softly.
"you're always so tight for me baby, do you want me to go hard and deep, nice and slow, or fast and hard"
"how about all of them" she replied.
i started off by slow, then i said "listen to me kitten that pussy's mine do you understand"
"oh god ye- yes i understand"
"you want to cum babygirl" i asked
she nodded then i said "words kitten"
"ye-yes" so i started to thrust faster, she's making me go crazy for her
"ah baby i'm so close to filling you" i said
"yes cum in me" she replied
then i went harder faster and deeper, and she started screaming in pleasure and moaning.
"ni-niklaus oh my g-" she screamed
"say it again" i said desperately wanting to hear my name from her sweet mouth and voice , i kept thrusting and playing with her cherry boobs and kissing her lips and neck until we both cummed at the same time.
"you're so good your cock is amazing" she said while trying to breathe normally. we then layed on the bed and relaxed, it's so hard to keep my dick calm when she's on me naked, i'm always hard for her.

"rave" i said while getting up
"yes"
"mother sent me and my siblings an invitation to dinner. so you have to stay here with azalea, it's safer. " i said
"do you have to go" she asked
"yes i want to know what she wants, and maybe figure out where father is" i replied
"but what if it was a trap and you got hurt" she said worriedly.
"don't worry about me princess, all you have to do is stay here and relax"
"when will you come back" she asked
"i don't know"
"alright then, you don't have to worry about azalea i think her body is accepting breastmilk so she'll be alright, and i'll take care of her" she sweetly said, i love how caring and loving she is.
"thank you pumpkin" i said then kissed her.
"when are you leaving" she asked
"right now."
"okay be careful" she said while standing up, she was still naked and i was getting harder and harder.
"behave when i'm gone" i said
"what does that mean" she replied
"i mean be a good girl and don't touch yourself until i'm back" i said and i winked.
she came closer to me and put her arms on my neck and said "and what if i do"
i held her waist tightly and pulled her closer to me and said "if you play with yourself while i'm gone you'll get punished and it won't be pleasurable"
"how would you know if i did"
"that body is mine, you're mine, i'll always know" i said.

after a while i said goodbye to the girls and i started going to that bloody dinner.
it was 6pm and it was raining.