Breakfast. I was dreading it i wasn't hungry. I got up and went to the scales. I was lighter that yesterday yet i still didn't want food. I went downstairs and poured my breakfast back into the box. I stood there for a few minutes feeling empty. Everything started to spin i had to go back upstairs. I sat on the edge of my bed i wanted to cry. I brushed my hair strands started to fall out. My bottom lip was shaking i broke down into tears. I just wanted to die my empty belly began to growl. I slipped a piece of minty gum into my mouth and drank water alot of water. I wanted to get ready for the day but i was so tired i have no motivation left for anything. I've lost hope. I give up. I'm just scared i feel alone and lost my end is coming and i'm scared.
