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V. Attachment

School year 2014-2015, it's so busy here in LVD, but it's all right. Hopefully I can make up for lost time to relax.

Well, here we go again. I thought that I'm working to make good grades here as I promise to myself. But hell, I'm here procrastinating. I'm such a lazy ass.

To go along with my grade 9 life, sometimes I still talk to my ex m'u in EVSU. We still have a conversation with each other. We are friends by the way. Better we are not that bitter now.

I'm telling her that how's she doing. I'm still kidding her. We often talking about our new love life. Yes, love life is our topic, but not stating that I'm making chances for her.

I'm truly interested in people that is really weird and is really weird again because she said to me previously that love sucks, but well, I found out now that she's even more attached to her crush so, I make fun of her. Okay, throw her a chance.

Alright, because I'm just an ordinary student, having a good time to relationships, I have met a 4th year high school girl. Her name is Kylla. We met because of the CAT and AMC. She's always outside our classroom when lunch break. She's outside catching naughty students going in or out the classroom. I was her clubmate in the AMC. Okay, that's why we met. It's like AyosDito, Hanap-Usap—Deal.

We are in a mutual relationship. I'm serious about that woman, but eventually we are not meant for each other. I have more to discuss about this, however never mind. So okay, thank you for the experiences and the love. "wtf, I cried"

Some months afterwards, I've met a chinita girl. We met because of our English project. I've been using her camera because I really need it. Well, we're always together when I'm performing the project. She's really jolly, silly and even tough. She's my girl best friend. Later on, I fell in love with her. It is really the problem when you're really tied and attached. Why is it so?

I told her all my feelings the night that I'm drunk. I told her all my honest drunky messages to some other person, but I didn't know what the hell I've just done. I've just found out after the night when I heated up. I woke up very crispy in my eyes. I went to school. It was our 3rd periodical exam. I'm really haggard, I didn't study and I'm so sleepy, I'm really going to be dead with this ink printed papers. When I entered the lobby, Jia Ocayo and Isabel her very friends, block my way of sight. I'm pissed, I'm thinking what the hell they're laughing at me? Jia Ocayo, gave her phone to me sarcrastically. "Well, well ggwp, and what's this?" I questioned, "It's your fukin drunky messages." while Jia Ocayo and Isabel were laughing too hard. I'm like "really? WTF shit happens!" while I'm reading my drunky text messages, I'm laughing at myself inside, I'm laughing like a lemonade taste. I felt like my life was half ruined. This was so awkward, Blaze, eventually I saw my crush passing by. I thought she'll ignore me and she she'll give me that awkward stare and it will give me a -stop don't do it spell, but good thing she never treated me differently. She's still silly and weird.

Yes, I hardly have a crunch on her, but I need to step back because her heart is engaged by another. I truly see. A friend is just a friend. Somehow I'm contented to the position. Move on again blaze.

"Alien, Kelawopz and Pilakp thanks for the life and haha"