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*Ians POV*

It's the morning after me and Veronica broke up.

I didn't even care to look at my phone I know the worst that's about to show.

I rubbed my eyes and sighed. This miserable morning was harder to get up than usual miserable mornings. What did I expect?

I slowly sat up and an a headache immediately began. I groaned and pressed my hand on my head.

"Ian." A faint voice called behind my bedroom door and a small knock heard shortly after.
"Please can we talk..." the voice again faintly called.

I got up and limped my way to my door unlocking it and opening it.

There Veronica stood. She was wearing Asher's clothing, I could tell by the style and smile.

I couldn't blame her.

She looked up at my eyes making eye contact that I just wish I could've fell in love with again. we both had regret in our eyes.

"I fucked him." She broke the silence.

I felt the tears form in my eyes. I could also see the tears form in hers.

"I thought you where cheating... and I just... I..." she choked on her sentence.
"I never cheated on you. She was lying to you." I shook my head and the tears began to fall.

"Ian, A month ago when you where always on your phone texting I thought it was a girl... and it was..." she again couldn't finish her sentence.

"My therapist... you knew I lost my mother Veronica." I looked to the side of me because I couldn't look at her no longer.

She began to sob.

"And I was so cold because I was hurting." My tears poured even more.

Her mouth opened but nothing came out. I knew the guilt she felt. I was hurting as much as she was.

"Please leave." I mumbled.
"Ian..." she softly cried.

I looked at her again. I was raging. I wanted to tell her everything I ever felt for her.

"I loved you, I really did. I was just so lost when my mother died and as much as I didn't want to show such coldness to you I did. I never lost love... you did." I muttered.

Her sobs became louder.

She covered her mouth with her hands to muffle her crying.

She turned her head to her hand which held around 5 envelopes.

She lifted them up and handed them to me.

"Five apologies..." she mumble's.

"For this?! It's unnecessary..." I cringe at the thoughts of "apology letters" because it always ends up boring about something they've already apologized about.
"Trust me Ian... it's not stupid." She gave a dead serious look.

"Five months. Five envelopes... it'll make sense once you figure them all out." She continues.

She took a deep breath in and out and turned around walking a few steps away.

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