5 envelopes

-envelope 1-

*trigger warning: r@pe/SA*
*this is What Veronica wrote POV*

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Apologize...

Apologize Ian... the party. Remember it? The day I abused the substance of alcohol in the trust of you. To see what you would do. But what you did was out of the ordinary something I actually didn't have in mind.

I passed out in your arms. I was variable Ian, you knew that. I was drunk and my mind couldn't even function a fucking word and you took advantage of what I couldn't control in that time.

The pool table room. You took me there. You laid me on the table roughly as if you where impatient to hurt me. But you where, you did hurt me Ian.

The feeling of a pain shot through me and it snapped me awake, though yet I was still very drunk. My eyes weakly opened as they felt like weights where being pulled upon them. I whimpered at the irrational feeling of pain and weakness combined together.

Then I began to hear your desperation groans and I turned my head around slowly a headache shooting through me. I saw the way you where angry in a odd way, the way you pulled down your pants like it was the last time you'd ever have sex.

I hadn't realized yet what you where going to do to me yet, I was confused. Then you brought my legs up. It got to me right there and then, even drunk I knew what you where doing.

You pulled my legs till they where dangling at the end of the pool table, I tried to kick but my muscles where way to weak, you lifted my dress up and ripped my panties off. I was crying, you remember Ian? My sobs, my beg for you to stop and that if you stopped now I wouldn't tell anyone, my whimpering, my screaming and my weakness.

You didn't have anything, you still fucking did it Ian, you still raped me. And you had no shame in it? I should be fucking disappointed in yourself. No protection nothing. I'm glad that those four boys entered before you could finish else you'd be a mistakes father.

All those four boys apologized for something you did to them, not them doing to you. You know you acted victim in everything, had the hoes because of your looks, got the boys on your sides because of the money. But you know Ian the one you don't have that is actually most important to everybody and everything, is some fucking sympathy.

You raped me, had lied to me, made me even fucking date you to hide your mess. But February came around and those boys had finally reached out to me and told me the truth. Told me the hideous actions you did to me. But I didn't want to confront you, I wanted to do this in the nicest way possible.

Let's apologize to Ian slander because he, the man who is a "Victim" of everything, ruined peoples life, raped girls and then victimized you as the target of rape. I'm sorry for not being sober  and conscious enough for you to fuck me.

And those boys are in this as well and we're gonna confront you Ian. Think of plan before our step one of ruining your life so you realize how fucking heartless you are...

Good luck sweetheart on apologizing.
Love Veronica
Xoxo

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A/n:
I'm back and running chapters now😼 y'all are not ready for the next few chapters. Because there is gonna be some heat between Veronica and Asher... if you know what I mean ;)

And in that series Ian is gonna be in some shit.👀

Anyways love y'all!!!