John Constantine x reader

The letter

" my dearest John,

If you are reading this then obviously something went wrong. It's not your fault, okay it might be your fault but I won't hold it against you. We both knew this job was dangerous and I'm surprised we both lasted this long.

We had a good run you and me. Not just sending those bastards back to where they came from but, in our relationship. I know I didn't say it as often as I should have but I love you John. I always have and I always will.

Please don't forget me, I expect you to leave me flowers and to talk to me. I know I might not be able to answer you but still. I'd like to think that I could hear everything you say.

Don't worry about me, worst case scenario I'm down below with your good pal Lucifer. Oh god no I hope not, he's been trying to get in my pants for years.

I hope you find peace, both in this tragedy and in life. Yes I just referred to my death as a tragedy, your not the only one who can be dramatic. I'm serious John, you deserve to move on and to be happy.

Yes you can be an arrogant bastard at times, but it's who you are. The man I fell in love with all those years ago.

Stay safe John
All my love now and always
(Y/n)"

A stray tear ran down johns cheek as he read your hand written words. Never in a million years did he expect to be reading this letter. The letter he thought you'd written as a joke, As always you was serious. You hoped your words would bring comfort and closure to him.