YOURS {N.H} SEQUEL TO WHO KNOWS

PART 36

PART 36

NIALLS P.O.V

I head out of the bedroom door, unsure of exactly where I'm going to go as I watch Meg pull out of the driveway from our window. I debate whether to go after her to her patents house, but I know it's not good for either of us if I do. I'm so angry with myself. I know I shouldn't blame her, but over the last month of me being stressed with work I'm used to lashing out at people, and she's always around when I get back home at god knows what time making her an easy target. Which makes me a self-centred basted, I know.

I keep my eyes focused on the entrance of our house, waiting for her to return with our daughter. But I sigh at the thought, deciding I'll leave and do something good instead of going to the pub for a change.

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MEGS P.O.V

"Call me if there are any problems." I tell my mum as I grabbed my bag. "Her stuffs in her bag and..."

"Don't worry I won't let her sleep to long, I'll wake her up soon. Call me if there are any problems, and I hope everything works out okay hunny." She pulls me into her warm embrace and kiss's my temple before letting me go.

Yes I told my mum and dad. As soon as I walked through their front door. Olah was in my arms and an overnight bag hung from around my shoulder, giving them a clue something was wrong as Niall wasn't beside me. Especially as they live in the south-east of Kent and I'd travelled down from London just for one night.

I walked outside and got in the car trying to clear my mind. I needed to figure out what I was going to say to him... And what I was going to do...

My mind has been so clouded over the last month and I just want things to clear up and be happy again, like they were before Niall got 'stressed'.

I took the long way home, my fingers nervously tapping the steering wheel as I played out all of my options in my head. I love Niall, there wasn't a doubt about that but I'm not sure if I love him enough to put Olah and myself through...this.

When I get to the house his car was in a different spot which meant he went out. Which also makes me extremely nervous. Had he gone out drinking? Even after what I told him... After our argument that made me leave with our daughter. My stomach was doing flips as I walked up the stairs to our porch. I really didn't want him to be drunk. I really don't know what I would do.

I go to the door and unlock it. Opening it to the smell of cleaning supplies, almost knocking me off my feet to the ground.

The living room too was spotless. All of Olah's stuff was put away nicely in the corner neatly. Picture frames dusted and the floor shinning.

"Niall?" I called our and he shouted back in response from the kitchen.

Putting my bag down I walked into the kitchen, the smell of homemade pizza filling the room.

"Princess." He breathed, smiling as he turned around in his place to greet me. He put the pan of tomatoes down and walked over to me, we'll more like ran, and enveloped me in a huge hug. I sunk into his embrace, the feeling too good not to. "Hi."

"Hey." I whispered burying my head deep into his neck. He had my favourite aftershave on, telling me that he was trying which made me happy.

"I, uh, I wasn't sure if you had eaten so I went out and bought some stuff for dinner." He said nervously.

"I went out food shopping a couple of days ago." I told him, taking a seat at the nicely laid table.

"I know but we had no stuff for the pizza, and I know it's your favourite when its home made." He flashed a smile at me before taking it out of the oven and placing it on a large wooden try in the middle of the table, along with everything and two glasses of apple juice.

"Uh, Ni, I'm sorry but I don't like apple juice." I told him, feeling guilty because of how hard he was trying.

"Oh fuck, I'm sorry, I forgot." Jumping up from his seat he took my glass, emptying the juice out and rinsing it off. "Do you want some milk? Tea? Coffee? Whatever you want. I'm sorry." He asked, frantically searching the cupboards from top to bottom.

"Ni, it's okay." I laughed a tad, trying to make him feel better. "A bottle of water is just fine." He gave me a small smile and got one from the fridge, placing it in front of me where the glass of apple juice once stood.

"Sorry Meg, I'm sorry." He took in a deep breath, closing his eyes. "I've just been so jittery thinking about you and Olah not being in my life and I've been so fucking stupid and have been nothing but a dick to you. I'm an idiot."

"I know you are." I smiled, connecting my hand to his, rubbing my thumb across the top of his hand in small smooth circles. "But you're my idiot. That's only okay though when your being an idiot without any alcohol. The sober idiot, that's mine." I smiled.

"As soon as I've got time off I'm gonna go to talk to someone, you know, to help me out. I'm not gonna be and do what your dad did to you. I'm not him and I'm not gonna let that happen to our daughter. I promise." He pleaded, his eyes burning into mine.

"I believe you." Even though Niall hasn't been able to keep a promise with me for a while, I know this one he will. With all the bother he's gone through to try and keep Olah and myself in his life I finally have a good feeling that this will work out. "I love you so much Niall, and it kills me to even imagine living without you, so please, for me and Olah, try. If it helps I'll talk to the lads and we can all figure out a way to keep you clear of the pubs for a while. Okay?"

"Okay." He sighed, but a relived sigh. "I love you, I am in love with you and I will do anything to be the best for you and my girl."

My girl.

"I know you will, I just hope you stick with it and we'll get past this stage and be happy again." I smiled. "I missed ya Niall." I said, placing my knife and fork down.

"I missed ya too princess." He muffled out through the pizza stuffed in his mouth, romantic I know. I laughed, standing up and walking over to him, sitting on his knee.

"You have sauce all over your mouth. Your messier then your daughter." I joked, wiping the mess off of his chin.

"It still amazes me that we're parents. It's all so crazy." He admitted, and to be honest I feel the same way. "I mean you're a mum, a hot mum, and I'm a dad, a hot dad." I laughed nudging him in the side. "I'm a hot dad right?"

"The hottest." I giggled, grabbing his checks and pressing his forehead to mine. "You're so strange."

"Am I now?"

"Mmhhm." I nodded stroking his cheek, nice and cleanly shaven. I gave him a kiss as he looped his arm around my waist squeezing my hip.

"I have to apologize, I haven't been taking care if you lately, if you know what I mean." He mumbled, kissing my neck. I missed this feeling. "I missed being able to touch you." He whispered, a small moan leaving my lips as he kissed across my collarbone. "But I mostly missed hearing you moa-" and just on cue my phone went off. "C'mon, ignore it." He groaned as I shifted off of his lap to retrieve my phone.

"It's my mum, she had Olah." I told him before answering. "Hi mum, everyone okay?"

"Hi Hun. Yeah everything's fine, but do I give her the pink bottle or the green bottle that you but in the fridge?" She asked.

"Mum, they're both the same." I laughed resting my head on Niall's shoulder.

"Oh, sorry. How's everything going with Niall?"

"Good, I gotta go though, we're in the middle of talking." I answered her, Niall smirking as he began to hook his fingers in my shirt.

"Oh alright, see you soon darling." She said and the line went dead.

"C'mon, I want too." I whispered, kissing his neck.

"Right here?"

"Mhm, right here." I smirked and he got that dark glint in his eyes that I love.

- OKAY AND I STOP THERE, SORRY. BUT HAPPY EASTER HOLIDAYS. NO SCHOLL FOR THREE WEEKS WOOP. COMMENT HOW LONG YOU HAVE OFF. TILL NEXT TIME MY AMAZING READERS.