WARNING: THIS IS DEPRESSING.
i feel like crying like idk how to feel about this so I'm just ranting it out and ik this shit book has been dead but I'm here and i need to let this out and no i don't need sympathy words I'm sorry but I'm done i just. need. to. let. this. out or ill get bad to the point of being a depressed mess. no ones gonna read this anygay so yeah fuck it.
there are quite a few reasons but why do i have to fucking cry all the time
i don't like people anymorei hate that everyone is sm better than me
i hate that i cant fucking speak
i hate that i cant fucking study
i hate that my parents think I'm a disgrace and cant get good grades or anything
i hate that i cant do things other people are so good at
social media, people, words, make me selfconsious
and i feel like i now dislike wattpad too idek why
no one likes me
im just so jealous of everyone and im not proud of it
i suck at everything i do that be: writing, speaking, art, studying, tests, and more things i don't even remember
im so sick of being insecure and selfconsious
im sick of my anxiety
i don't like being so stupid and weird
i fucking hate my own body
i hate how i look
i hate how i talk
i hate that i let people break me
i hate that my parents can just control me like im some shitty puppet
i never have the motivation to do anything
i want to write but i just c a n t
im gutless
im talentlessi read a text 5 times before i send it bc i feel like im saying smth wrong or the person will think im stupid for saying it and even when i do send it i reread it and delete it i make a fool of myself lit all the time i cant fucking focus on anythingi care sm abt what people would think abt meim so fucking tired of being a 'invisable kid' irl but my anxiety fucking makes me want to disappear i overthink to the point of having panic attacks
(there are so many things i haven't even mentioned in here-)
WHY DO I FUCKING FEEL ALL THIS SHIT
all these feelings are eating me from inside and idk what to do or how to feel.
end of rant. good bye.
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