Chapter 18

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I practically pushes past people in the halls looking for Luke. I even knocked a girl over, and had to stop to help her up. Too many thoughts were rushing through my head at the time.

Luke wanted sex?

I'm a virgin, is he?

Do I ask Mother and Daddy for permission?

Yeah, so I got pretty worried, but who wouldn't be?! We've only been dating for a total of nearly four months! That's not something easy to agree to. Especially, if it's your first relationship. We don't even discuss sex. We hardly makeout. I didn't even know what that was until Luke grabbed my face and pushed it onto his while we sat in his room. Though, it was really weird doing that.

Luke made things hard. He can't rush me into something that I haven't properly experienced yet. I was angry. I was mad. I was infuriated. Why couldn't he just talk to me? The amount of times I've asked him to talk to me out things, is mind blowing.

I finally found him. He was leaning against one of the boy's from the football teams locker. He was drinking a popper and had the straw flinging out of his mouth. He had been playing with it, with his tongue.

"Lucas!" I yelled, yanking him by his shirt. He faced me and touched my forehead, seeing as I was a for, off bright red. Of anger this time.

"You're really hot, are you feeling alright?" He touched my forehead. I pushed his hand away and he stared at me.

"Follow me." I said sternly. Luke shrugged his shoulders and followed me out to the front of an unused classroom. I closed the door behind me. I nodded to one of the desks, and he sat down.

"Ooh, are you kidnapping me?" He smirked. I kept my same infuriated expression on my face, while staring sat him deathlessly.

"What?"

"What?" I mocked him. I slammed my hands on the table in anger.

"You planned a night where you were going to rip my clothes off and fuck me?!" I yell louder. I didn't care if people heard. I didn't care if I was swearing or cursing.

I didn't care. All I cared Babur was Lucas and his full of shit lies.

"I- What are you talking about?" He scratched the back of his neck. I scoffed at his terrible lying.

"Lucas, you cannot force me into this relationship!" I crossed my arms.

"Forcing you?! How the fuck am I forcing you? We've been dating for four months and you can't fucking understand that you have to make a commitment! I'm the one doing everything!"

His words showed me who he really was.

"Oh, you're an asshole."

"Oh, I'm the asshole? You've never been in a fucking relationship and you think you run it!" He yelled. He got up from his seat.

"Oh, so men run relationships? How delightful!" I called. I had tears streaming my face and he didn't care.

Not one bit.

"No! I didn't say that. You've never been in a relationship, so you should trust me on it. I've been in multiple, and I can tell you when something is the right time to do. Sex is something we should of committed to ages ago!"

Luke tried opening the door to exit the classroom, but I grab his forearm.

"We're not done yet! We need to figure thin-" Luke cut me off. He turned to face me, before opening the door midway.

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