my love

4 years pass

Autumn is now 5 years old and I have been able to go back to work and its been amazing but every time I leave the house I miss my child every day and worry about if she will be ok when I leave the house so most days I dread leaving the house because I am afraid of Ronnie getting out and coming after my daughter. I just cant have him coming after my daughter.

i wake up and don't see my husband or my daughter in the room so i get up and go in the living room and see autumn on the counter climbing for some of her cookies that i bought her so i run to her and grab her before she falls and she almost fell if i hadn't of been there.

" babygirl, you cant climb on stuff. you know what could happen. i don't want you EVER doing that again ok? if you want something you ask." i say

she starts crying and runs to Dalton and i follow her to him as well and he gets up and grabs autumn and i sit next to Dalton and autumn lays on Dalton.

" hey baby girl whats wrong." he asks" i woke up and she wasn't in here so i went to the living room and she was on the counter climbing getting to her cookies and my voice was stern and i told her that she cant do that ever again. and so i guess my voice was a little loud and it scared her. baby girl im so sorry i upset you. come here." i say

i grab my girl and hold her and just cuddle with her and then she starts falling asleep so i put her in her bed and me and Dalton go in the living room and as I am going to the kitchen I hear the door start to open and my first thought is Ronnie escaped and is coming for my girl so I go in my room and unlock the gun case and get my gun and go by the front door and as it opens jimmy daltons dad sees me with the gun and sees my face and im scared to death and he gets the gun from me and just sets me down and Dalton comes in cuz he didn't know what had happened.

"Dalton she grabbed her gun when she heard the front door and thought it was Ronnie and is scared that he got out and was here to come after your babygirl. she needs to relax." he says

Dalton grabs me and just holds me.

"hey baby, why don't we go to dinner tonight just the two of us. we haven't done that in forever and we need us time and dad and the girls can watch autumn while we go to texas or something. " he says

"no, I just want to go to bed I just want left alone please I just want to sleep." I say

I go in the room and lay down and cover up and then I hear footsteps in my room and I sit up and see its jimmy.

"hey, why don't you want to go to dinner and don't say there is nothing wrong because you always want to go out with Dalton you guys are so in love and you just got married recently so ik your not falling out of love. the love you two have is rare so ik its not that so why don't you tell me the truth." he says"ok, fine I do want to go to dinner with Dalton and everything you just said about us is the truth but its just I don't want to leave autumn. I cant. what happens if Ronnie gets out and comes to the house and tries coming after my daughter while Im at dinner and im not here. I cant protect her if im not here." I say

"listen, if he does get out while you are gone there is no way he will come after you. did you forget I work there with him or at least I did until 3 years ago. he wont come here if he knows this is my house and even if he does I will protect her with my life. he wont come after your daughter so go get dressed and go have a good time with your man." he says

"Ok" I say

he leaves the room and I get dressed and me and Dalton leave and go to dinner.

we went to texas and as I am getting out of the car to go inside Dalton opens the door for me and as we are walking up I look over to this car parked and I swear to god it looks like Ronnie so I do a double take and I still swear its Ronnie so I call dad(daltons dad), and he says Ronnie is still locked up so I hang up and me and Dalton go in to have dinner and I swear that dude is still staring at me and then we go in and this guy goes in as well and we sit down and this dude sits in the seat behind us and I whisper to Dalton I think this dude behind us is Ronnie but I cant be certain but he is still staring at me. I am gonna take a selfie with you but im aiming the camera towards the seat behind us and gonna send it to your dad. so Dalton sits next to me and holds me and we take a picture and I point the camera behind us and I take the picture and send it to his dad.