What Am I To You? -Minsung

Capture 19: Panicattack

He feels his phone ringing, looking at the phone he freezes. Minho notices and walks up to him. "What's wrong?"

-Unknown number-

But Jisung is able recognize some digits.

"Is it...?"

Jisung nods and Minho immediately understands. The younger picks up and soon the voice that sends shivers through his body appears.

"Ya, why don't you pick up?! You know I was kinda sad when you hung up earlier."

"What do you want." Jisung tries to sound as confident as possible, to not letting the other know that his voice is about to break.

"Ya, clumsy fag. Why in such a bad mood? Didn't you liked my present?"

"What are you talking about?"

"My present. I heard this guy can make some feel heaven. Didn't you had fun?"

Jisung and Minho looked at each other, both widening their eyes as they realise what he was talking about...The guy at the party!

"Y-You were that...?"

"Right. What else did you thought? Do you think someone would even wanna touch you, if he wouldn't get payed?! Ya, no-one would dare to touch such trash like..."

That's when Minho hung up. The guys words made his anger burn up. He could probably beat him to death, right now.

Jisungs eyes are glassy. The moment Minho hung up he falls down to the floor. His back leaning against the Bed.

"Ji..."

"..."

"Ji, don't listen okay. Nothing of this is true, okay?!" Minho says with a soft voice trying to grab the youngers hand but Jisung backs away.

"He's just playing with you, Ji."

"Don't touch me! I'm disgusting!" Jisung shouts against the floor, his head down low.

"Ji...?"

"He's right though." He looks up, locking eyes with Minho. "Noone would dare to touch me. I'm just a good-for-nothing. And I'm dirty." Before lowering his head again.

"...Ji." Minho tries to get near him, but the boy backs away until he hits the wall, now crying his eyes out.

"Ji..." Minho grabs his hand tightly but also gentle. His other hand lifts the boys head. " Ji, please look at me."

When Jisung looks up he sees a tear escaping Minhos watery eyes.

"Ji please. You're not disgusting okay. And you aren't a good-for-nothing. That's just what he wants you to think."

"I know. I know okay! I know it's what he wants to happen. But I can't do anything about it. It still feels like he's right." Jisung shouts but his voice breaks at the end.

"Ji...- do you really think so?"

"Eung.(yes)" He replies, almost unable to hear, with a weepy voice.

Minhos grip tightens. " C-Can I please hug you?" He asks worried and hesitating.

"..."

"Please, Ji." He begs with puppy eyes.

The boy slowly nods and soon he's embraced by Minho.

"It's alright...He's lying,okay...You're not disgusting...please don't think so and please don't say such things again." Minho whispers while caressing the boys head which is resting on his chest.

After some time Jisung slowly lifts his head from the others chest, looking down while talking.

"Are you for real?"

Minho strokes his head noding with a soft smile. "Come, let's go eat."

-

Jisung falters in his food, looking down.

"Ji, eat a bit."

No reaction

"Just a bit."

Jisung looks up and Minho slowly feeds him some morsels. The boy first hesitates then let Minho feed him.

"How are you feeling?"

"Better. Thanks, hyung." He forms a sad smile.

-------------------Autor notes-------------------------

Sorry for letting you wait, guys. It took me a while, since I'm out of ideas.
I have some great ideas for later Captures but for the next few i wanna write some soft Captures.
Suggestions? ^_^