BTS JIMIN Oneshots 《COMPILATION》✓

forget me not

I always wonder, how does it feel when you completely forgetting something- wait, not just something but someone so special in your life. At least that's what this good looking stranger has been trying to tell me.

Well, he's not really a stranger. I knew his name, he has told me about it weeks ago. Jimin, Park Jimin, this cute and kind guy who supposed to be my boyfriend but sadly, I don't remember anything about him. Few weeks ago, I got into a terrible car accident and the moment I gained my consciousness, at the same moment I lose my memories about him. Oddly, I remember everything else but him.

Jimin has been staying by my side since I woke up in the hospital but he never forced me to remember him. The first time I open my eyes, the only one I saw was him. He was sitting beside my bed and holding my hand as his head lean onto my bed abruptly. The moment our eyes finally met, I witness how his tiring eyes become teary as a small smile appear on his lips.

"Honey, you're awake." the first time I hear his voice, it was- familiar yet, so new.

"I'm sorry but do I know you?" at my first question, his smile dropped. The doctor run some check up on me and the result revealed that I lost some part of my memories which oddly only the memories about me and Jimin.

Since then, Jimin has been spending his time telling stories about us and take care of me until I recover. When I finally leave the hospital, he drives me back to our so-called house. Actually, Jimin suggested for me to stay in my parents' house but I didn't want to change my mind and insisting him to take me there.

"You might get a lot of pain when you came back to our shared house because of the memories might somehow hit you. I want you to take it slowly, pretty." He reasoned out, obviously didn't want me to force myself.

"It's okay Jimin. I want to recover faster. It's just- it's uncomfortable. I mean, for you to keep taking care of me and makes me feel good but I don't have any idea about you. I want to remember and I didn't care about the pain. As long as I could started to remember about us." and finally, he agreed with the selfish me.

Soon, just like Jimin predicted, it doesn't take long for my brain to recognized the sight and the pain hit me several times especially when I looking at our photo frames, our bedroom, the kitchen, and almost every corner of the room. I can finally see Jimin's silhouette in my memories but still, it was so blurry. The pain was still bearable, so I keep trying to remember and finally persuade Jimin to tell me about that day where the accident occurred.

"I-I'm sorry. It was all my fault. T-That accident won't happened if I agree to drive you to that tattoo shop. You want to get a tattoo but I was unavailable that day so you asked if you can go alone. I-I agreed, thinking it will be just fine. Thinking that we will have dinner together that night but it turns to be a nightmare where I staring at your unconscious body in the hospital. I-I'm sorry, love."

Jimin didn't know about this but I caught him crying by himself few times. He always put a bright smile in front of me that makes me feel so bad when I found him crying that hard. Now that he finally told me about that day, I made up my mind. Stood up abruptly, Jimin flinches at my sudden movement.

"W-Where are we going?" He asked, still following me like a lost puppy.

"Let's go there, Jimin. Drive me to that place where I supposed to go that day and get the tattoo." I flashed him a genuine smile and he seems to lost in it.

"You want me to drive you there?" He confirmed it one more time.

"Yes and let's fix it. I didn't reach there because I was alone at that time, now I have you with me."

"This is such a pretty design, what is this flower called?" the tattoo artist asked once he finished the tattoo on my wrist.

"It's called 'forget me not' and I choose this one because I didn't want to forget about my boyfriend anymore." I turn to Jimin who look at me with his teary eyes, just like what happened in my hospital room that day when I gained my consciousness. All this time, Jimin never cry or show his teary eyes in front of me. He has been holding on for so long.

"Y-Your what?"

"My boyfriend, you." I reassured him one more time because he might think he misheard it since I never address him as my boyfriend before. "I haven't gained all my memories back, Jimin but I'm impatient and I didn't care if I haven't remembered you yet, hell I already falling in love with you again. I knew you are someone special by heart, it's just this dramatic brain refused to remember yet. Sure, the memories will take some time to come back but I didn't want to waste anymore second with you, just let me love you again."

"Of course princess, forget me not."