mad at you pt 1

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"Why you looks so gloomy? You're going on the stage in 15, Jimin. Are you okay?" I heard that familiar voice which makes me halt on my desperate steps. It's her again.

The cause of our argues.

"I'm sorry. I just couldn't get it out of my mind." I can't see his face but I can picture it clearly in my mind. Jimin's voice was low and deep. One of the signs that he's not in the mood.

"Did you fight with your girlfriend again?" That annoying voice asked again. Uh, just shut tf up. It's not even your problem.

I wanted to barge in so bad and throw her into another galaxy but my sanity keep my feet on the ground. I need to know what he's going to say.

"Yeah. Kind of. Useless fight and useless arguments. I'm so tired." excuse me??

"I understand you. It must be tiring to deal with someone like her. You can lean on me when you can't hold it anymore, okay?" The conversation continue and my heart couldn't stop counting until he answer her. I could careless about what she think about me, but I need to know about his opinion.

"Yeah. Thank you." I can hear him mutter nonchalantly which makes my shaking heart shattered into pieces. He doesn't even stand up for me and what- thanking that btch?

I was trying to gather the only energy I left to drag myself out of this place, unfortunately someone's faster.

"Byeol? What are you d- Byeol?!" Hoseok asked but suddenly shout out loud when I ran away. Shit, I hope Jimin didn't manage to hear it but I know it's clearly impossible because I heard Hoseok's voice talking to him.

Let out another frustrating sigh I exit the avenue. Me and Jimin constantly fighting over small things lately. I don't know, some people call it as a phase to pass. They said it's normal. Even though we always managed to make up again but sometime it's tiring, both physically and mentally.

Especially for Jimin who work as performers, idols and artist. He has camera on him most of the time and I understand it so well how he must be feeling right now. As his girlfriend for almost 2 years, I had bear with so many struggles to be an idol's girlfriend, I understand the risk and accepting it wholeheartedly because I love him.

No, love is an understatement. I don't even know how I could explain it in a word. It's something unexplainable but I'm not an angel too. I'm just a normal human who has feelings. I could feel mad and insecurities as well.

I completely know him that he wouldn't cheat on me with that stylist of him. I knew he wouldn't but I have the right to feel uneasy for her and her desperate ass. I only want him to make space with her but he never listen.

"I couldn't do it. She's just doing her job. There's nothing between us." That's his only defends.

I don't even ask him to fire her, just a little space to add but it feels like I ask him to shoot her with a bullet. I wouldn't mind if she could keep it professional but no, she tried and still keep trying to get in my man's pants. That's how far I could tolerate.

The last time, I caught her on the top on my shirtless boyfriend. Even though he explain it countless time that it was an accident when she helps him changing his outfits but he never really explain how could she fell on him when I can set up the scene on my own in my mind.

My one and only request is for him to make space with her while his only defend is he couldn't do that because it's her job, while I know he has the authority to do something about it. We didn't come to an agreement before he has to leave for a schedule.

After I spent sometime alone to think, I decided to come and fix the situation because I hate it when we're in some tense situation. I was hoping I could make it better but seems like I was wrong.

Hell, that boy even sound like he love her company.

"Byeol? Is that really you, Park Byeol?" I turn to the unfamiliar voice calling my name. I don't have lots of friends to begins with, how-

"J-Jisoo Oppa? How? You remember me?!" this is so unexpected.

"Of course I remember you. We are each other's first love." . . . Seriously, he doesn't change at all.

"You don't have address us like that." I let out an awkward chuckles but he doesn't looks awkward at all. This is what funny about him. He doesn't even bothered about it.

"What are you doing here? Do you have anywhere to go? Is it fine if we catch up with a cup of tea?" He ask with cute eyesmile, oh how could I say no to that face?

But Jimin didn't like it when-

'I understand you. It must be tiring to deal with someone like her. You can lean on me when you can't hold it anymore, okay?'

'Yeah. Thank you.'

"Sure, let's go." He wouldn't care anyway.

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