Never Not

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"Look who's here?! Our Busan's Boy, Park Jimin!" the boys tease Jimin once he came in the scene. Jimin can't hide his smiley face. It's been awhile since he hang out with his friends in his hometown.


"Bro!! I missed you all! It's been awhile!! How are you all?" He asked, scanning his best friends's faces one by one.


"We're doing great!"

"We miss you too!"

"How does it feel being famous?"

"But, ugh I'm still the most famous among us." One of them said and Jimin burst into his famous adorable laughter.


They were gathering to have some drink and have fun together since Jimin got some days off to visit his hometown and he make some time to hang out with his best friends.


"Yeah, you know! I can't believe they're married now. Remember they used to be enemies in highschool." They talked about their old days in highschool about some old friends until her name was mentioned.


"How about you, Jimin? Last time I checked, you're dating Jihye, right?" One of them who sat closest to him asked.


Jihye.


"Y-yeah. I guess." He answered, with hesitation.


"You guess? What do you mean?" They started to get confused with Jimin's hesitates answers.


"Yeah, I mean we were dating for almost a year but few months ago before my group come back, we kind of having arguments and..."


"You two broke up???"


"NO! I wouldn't let that happen." Jimin quickly denied before continue. "She told me that both of us need spaces to reflect about our relationship and such." He mumble slowly and your cold face from that night flash back in his memories.


"Let's stop contact each other for awhile." you said as you blink your tears away and take few steps from him.

"Jihye! You know we will have a comeback soon and will off to world tour for months. How could I-"

"That's good for you." you wear a smile and look up to meet him. "It will help you to reflect better, Jimin."

"B-but I don't want to leave us like this." Jimin plead, tears almost came out from his eyes but he held it back. He knew you didn't like see him cry.

"We both need time, Jimin. I know it. You know it. We, need it."

"B-but-"

"We keep fighting lately, for godsake Jimin. Do you think I want this?? Do you think I'm not hurting?! I'm trying to save us as well. Please." you lose it and let your tears fall down to your cheeks and his tears flow down along when he saw you cry.

"Alright." Jimin inhales deeply and wipe away his tears. "I'll give both of us time, to reflect on everything but remember, I will never let you go and that's for sure." With that he close the gap with few hesitants steps until he reach you and pull you into a hug.

His movements was full of doubts, he was scared if you push him away. He was scared if you reject him. So when you finally hug him back, he cried. A bit louder.

"I'll miss you."

"Me too, Jimin."


"Jimin?! Hey, are you listening?" His friends woke him up from his day dreaming.


"Ahh, sorry. What are you guys saying again?" He smile shyly, rubbing his nape while scanning his friends.


"I said, if I'm not mistaken. I think I saw Jihye just walk passed awhile ago."


"W-wHAT??? REALLY?" Jimin suddenly stood up abruptly, surprising his friends.


"Y-yeah, I told you but it seems like you were so deep in your thoughts. Maybe she's far enough now a- HEY! JIMINIE!" his friend shout when suddenly Jimin run to the exit.


"I hope you didn't mistaken someone else as Jihye." The other giggles.


"I hope."




Jimin turn left and right before he decide which path he should take. He believe that it's you because from his trusted informant, they said Jihye was having holiday in Busan. That's why Jimin makes decision to come back here, beside of his families, he wanted to see you. So badly.


He keep jogging as his eyes were travelling, searching for your figure in the crowds. He don't even care if someone notice him. The only thing he have in his mind is to, find you.


Suddenly he caught a familiar coat on the other side of the road, but the traffic light went red which stopped him from crossing the road. Too bad, when he finally reach your spot earlier, you were no longer around. Sighing frustratingly, Jimin walk with his head down heading to anywhere his foot take him.


It didn't take him long to reach this familiar place. He scan his surrounding and a warm smile plastered on his face when some sweet memories came across his mind.

Slowly, he sat down on a bench still keep his head down, trying to control his breathe.


"Jihye-ah, where are you?" He whines at himself. "I miss you, do you know?" He talk to himself again.

"I miss you too." A familiar voice replied.

Jimin jerk his head upwards almost instantly only to find you look at him, with a warm smile.

"I knew, I would find you here." you continue but he stand up abruptly, looking all mad.


"Why you didn't pick up my call?! I knew we agreed to give each other time, but after some time passes, you don't even answer my calls!" Jimin burst out his anger that he keep all of this time.

Yes, he missed you so bad but he was also mad, because you ignore him too long. Because he need you but you weren't there.


"You called me??! I'm the one who called you but you changed your number without telling me!!" you defend yourself and silence fill this park for awhile until both of you understand a thing.


"How could I tell you if you don't want to pick up my call????" He whisper slowly, messing up with his hair before he continue, "So... don't tell me, you didn't pick up my calls because it was some unknown numbers??"

"W-who would call me with unknown number at midnight and at dawn. How could I not reject those calls." You stutter feeling embarrassed out of the blue and avoid his enchanting gaze.

"So... you did called me too? To my old numbers?" Jimin took few steps closer and you finally turn back to him, clear your throats before you answer.

"Why did you changed your number?" you asked, lowkey admitted his previous question.

"My phone number got spread by someone and I keep receiving calls at night and such, so..."

"Really? So it's not because of me? I mean, I thought you were mad because I hurted you and so on. You don't want me to call you. I thought, you forget... about me." You mumbles slower at the end.


"Jihye. How could you think of me like that?" Jimin ask sweetly as his hand slowly make its way to reach yours. "We were so beautiful and I admit we were so tragic as well. No other magic could ever compare." You look confused so he lead your hand to his heart gently.

"There's a room in my heart with the memories we made. Even if I try to took them down but they're still in their frames. There's no way I could ever forget about you. What we had only comes once in a lifetime."


Sobbing a little, you pull him into your embrace and hug him tightly.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry for hurting your feelings. I was being selfish and stupid. I thought with both of us stay away from each other will makes you thinking of me and missing me. But when I found out you changed your numbers, I was so scared. I'm sorry, I shouldn't do that. I shouldn't asking for attention. I should've know you were so busy. I'm sorry for everything." you cried, soaking his white shirt but he smile sweetly as he rub your back slowly, trying to calm you down.


"You need to know, for as long as I live and as long as I love. I will never not think about you. From the moment I loved, I knew you were the one and believe me, no matter what I do, wherever I go, I will never not think about you. Never not."

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