BTS JIMIN Oneshots 《COMPILATION》✓

quit drinking

Pretty lights and decoration covering up the whole town. Despite the cold weather, some people decided to stay outside with their loved ones but another half of them also enjoy the warmth inside their home. With heavy steps, I step into my apartment and shut down the whole cold world. The sounds faded away almost instantly and it was finally peaceful and warmth.

I was welcomed by our Christmas tree, the only source that light up the whole dark living room. They remind me of her. The memories of us dancing by the Christmas tree in this dark living room last year flashing in front of me like some old movie. A little smile crept up to the corner of my lips. I missed her.

It was Christmas eve and everything reminds me of her. Her warmth, her smiles, her laugh, her excitement to pull me outside in the middle of the night of Christmas eve just to play with the snow or how her eyes lightened up when she witnessed the first fall of snow. I remember each of those chapters about her from the book of my life. I missed her so much, every little part of her means the world to me.

Walking to our kitchen, I open the fridge just to see some water bottle, juices and fruits. A scoff escaped from my lips, how could I expect to find a beer or alcohol when I was the one who throw them away? Grabbing one of the bottles of water, I walked to the living room and standing in front of the big glass window where the night city view was visible, reminiscing the old times.

We used to be the life of the party, body to body, dance the night away and shoot tequila straight. Obsessed with each other and down for another round until last call wasn't alcohol. Funny how it keeping us up until the sun came around, I thought we'd stay drunk forever, but now...?

Shaking my head, I emptied the bottle before walk to the fluffy black couch where we used to cuddle all night. In the middle of my train of thoughts, the sudden light from my phone caught my attention, my eyes drifted to it, especially the picture on my lock screen. It was me and her, cuddled up on the bed messily. I'm still proud at myself, like how I managed to captured such a good picture of us when I was a mess myself?

We used to be dizzy all morning, hungover and pouring cups of black coffee, kiss and crawl right back under the covers, down for another hour in the bed. Now I'm here alone instead, staying up sober, it feels kinda nice except that I won't sleep at all tonight. I missed her.

Without thinking straight, I pull up her number and place the phone near my ear. She won't pick it up, I know but I won't hung up just yet.

'the number you're trying to reach is not available, please leave a message after the beep.' BEEP!

"Hey, princess. It's nothing new, I just missed you. I know at this point you would be blushing and smack me with your little hands if you were here with me. I wish you could hit me instead of me missing you here. You know, I was looking for some drink in here but there's none of it now. Do you know that you're the reason there's no whiskey anywhere inside this house? You're the reason all my friends know I don't go downtown anymore. You're the reason I hate champagne because you're the only thing I want when one drop hits my mouth. Baby, you're the reason, I quit drinking. So come back home, please. I missed you."

I put the phone back on the couch and staring at the mirror ceiling, memories flashes into my mind again but before I could get into the details even more, some noises interrupting my thoughts.

"Park Jimin, you seriously decided to leave some dramatic message when I was just attending my Christmas eve company dinner for few hours? You-and your dramatic ass, acting as if I was no longer exist in this world, I-"

"bAbyyy! You're back!! Dimminiee miss yoUUuu so muchhhhs. Heheh."

"Gosh, you hate champagne and whiskey but you didn't say no to soju and wine. Look at your cute drunk ass. I told you to wait for me so we can get drunk together, but you never listen!"

"baBY! CuDDLES!! hhuGGiess!! DimminiEEE! merry chisttmass! EHheheheheH." hehe my baby is back.

I still missed her though :(

In the morning,

My head.. God, I really have to quit drinking.

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Merry Christmas Everyone!