Diary Of A Shattered Mind - A Book Of Assorted Poetry

Sleep Deprived Poem About You (pt.2)

Restrained, trapped, safe.

I wish so desperately to get back to the place where everything is okay, where I'm free.

But no one knows me here.

No one truly understands.

I wish I could rant endlessly about how beautiful I find you,

I wish I could show pictures of you to my family,

"When's the wedding?" "You're so cute together!"

I can hear them smiling in my direction.

But that's not the reality I live in.

I shall love you in silence; hoping one day by some magic I can hold you.

I shall live with the knowledge that none of them will ever love us as much as I do.

And I shall proclaim with all confidence one day, that if this is confusion, or a phase, you're the best mix up of my life.

I love you.