Chapter 2

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When I woke up, it was about noon. It was Sunday morning, so I had no school today. I felt kind of sick, so I stayed in bed for a while, before I decided to get up because the sick feeling didn’t go away, and I felt like I was going to puke. Probably an after effect of heroin. As soon as I stood up, I knew that it wouldn’t be long before I threw up, so I ran to the bathroom.

 I didn’t see my mom anywhere in the house, so I assumed she was still sleeping. Just to make sure, I went to check in her room, and there she was. I felt pretty depressed. So I decided to go shopping. I called London to see if he wanted to come along with me, but there was no answer. I called Kyla afterwards, and luckily she answered.

 “Hello?” she answered in a sleepy voice.

 “Hey! Kyla! It’s me! Ummm…” I paused while she yawned. “Want to go shopping?” I continued.

 “Sure!” she answered in a suddenly chirpy voice. Kyla loved shopping, as did I.

 “What time?” she asked.

 “How about I come get you in about an hour?” Kyla lived about 15 minutes away from my house by car.

 “Perfect” she replied before hanging up.

 I went back to the bathroom to take my shower. I still didn’t quite feel good. But oh well, I wasn’t going to stay at home all day.

 When I got out of the shower, I got dressed then dried and straightened my hair. I was wearing skinny jeans along with a white v-neck. I put on my blue converse as well as a hoodie.

 I hurried to my car, shivering as I walked outside, and left.

 When I arrived at Kayla’s, I didn’t have time to get out of the car before she came running to the car.

 “Hi!” she greeted me with a big smile and a hug.

 “Hi!” I answered, trying to reflect her smile.

 I drove to the mall, which was about 10 minutes away. We spent the rest of the day wandering in stores, I didn’t buy anything though, I wasn’t really in the mood, I had just wanted to get out of the house.

 When I got back home it was about 5 pm. My mom was still no where in sight, so I checked in her room. There she was again, but she was reading a book. I said a quick hi, and she gave me a light smile.

 Tomorrow was going to be my first day of school at my new high school, Magee Secondary. I was kind of nervous. Just the thought of it made me twist the hem of my shirt and made me bite the inside of my lip. I wouldn’t have Kyla and London to rely on anymore. I’d have to make new friends, something I’m not very good at. The reason I was changing schools was because my dad didn’t like my current high school, he said that it didn’t offer a good education and it was just a generally bad school, which was false. I had been there since the beginning of high school and it was fine. But obviously he had to take it away from me.

 Anyways, I took my thoughts off of the stress of my new high school and played video games for the rest of the night. And not long before I went to bed, I cut myself, just to make sure I could survive the day tomorrow. I thought about taking heroin, but decided against it, I didn’t want to feel sick for my first day tomorrow.

A/N Hi guys! I know that nothing is really happening yet, but Josh is going to be entering in the next chapter!

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