𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘥?

blurry

wake up

work

BE THE BEST OR NOTHING

BE THE BEST OR NOTHING

BE THE BEST OR NOTHING

BE THE BEST OR NOTHING

BE THE BEST OR NOTHING

DO NOT LET OTHERS DOWN

DO NOT LET OTHERS DOWN

DO NOT LET OTHERS DOWN

go back home

study

study

study

study

study

GET STRAIGHT A'S

GET STRAIGHT A'S

GET STRAIGHT A'S

GET STRAIGHT A'S

GET STRAIGHT A'S

GET STRAIGHT A'S

you made one mistake?

you're useless

useless

useless

useless

That was the way I was taught to behave. I've gotten serious injuries from my parents because I made one mistake. My goal essentially is to be perfect. Be the human version of wikipedia they said.

I wake up at 7, I drink my daily coffee, study, head for school, return, take extra classes, study, have a bite of something, sleep at 3 a.m. That's my daily routine. I am barely eating anymore nor do I drink water. I get serious headaches but I don't tell anybody. I shiver a lot for no reason.

My physical health is at risk like my mental heath. At first I was happy. Then I cried myself to sleep. And now I feel nothing I guess just some sparks of joy but those are seldom. I feel as if I'm taking up space. I shouldn't be here. Why am I here in the first place? Can I quit this game called life? I want to leave a one star review on yelp.

let me leave

let me leave

let me leave

let me leave

My brain has gotten slower. I need to fix it NOW. People are going to catch up. Um um um um fake it until you make it right? hehe. I'll make them think I'm the best. Well fuck it I'll mask my true personality that way everyone can like me. Wait what's my personality again? Do I have one? My vision is blurry. Has my myopia gone up? No I think it's from exhausti-

Narrators pov

That's when the protagonist of this story dropped dead in their house. The cause of death is believed to be exhaustion. Police also found two suicide notes written by them in different time periods. Their wish has been granted. May they rest in peace.

A.J 200x-2021