𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘥?

stay?

I don't feel so well. My emotions have gotten mixed up and I can't control them. One minute I'm happy the next I'm mad. I get mad with the littlest things. Because of that, I'm ruining my relationship. We fight bc I can't keep it together. I don't want to live anymore. Daisy and the other one have come back, worse than before. They are out for blood. They tear me down. I want to end it all. I have become the person I feared. An overconfident slacker that doesn't do anything with their life. Ain't no way that I'll pass the ECPE not a2 french. So why bother trying when you can just die? If you're not there no mistakes can happen.  Everyone will be at ease with my death. My parents,  friends, and oly. She won't have to fight with me or pretend to still find me hot. She can finally go out with her hoes. Everyone will be happy. There's no purpose for me to be here. I don't do anything to change it so why stay? I'm just taking up space and money. Someone who wants and needs this space should take it. I don't deserve the roof over my head or the food that I have or the clothes I'm wearing or anything. I deserve to be naked and hungry sleeping on a bench or an old road with 0 people around. I'm useless. I can't handle this. If someone is reading this, my suicide letter will be hidden somewhere. Since it's the last trick I have up my sleeve. Try to find my suicide notes, one for each person that had an impact on my life.