fool me twice, shame on you

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by vaswashere

by vaswashere

Never date someone way older than you they said.
Never let someone manipulate you they said.
Speak for yourself they said.
Be brave but vigilant they said.
But there's something crucial that no one says
Never and I mean never date a Virgo. They have a reputation for stabbing people in the back.

I was unhappy in that relationship.
SHUT UP AND DONT TALK ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP

-Let them manipulate you. You deserve it. It's not like you'll get a better boyfriend so deal with it.

- But I don't like them. I like someone else. I can't fake my feelings for and disregard my own. That's inhuman!

-Do I look like a give a fuck? Suck it up. You are nothing but a piece of shit

The only they wanted to do is touch me, kiss me, fuck me. Couldn't get enough of me. Always wanting to see my naked body. Forcing me to show it to them or else they would post them. "Come on baby just one dance on my lap. Can you do that for Daddy? ". Those words make me sick to my stomach to this day.

I was just a sex toy to them. They used me and abused me. But they taped my mouth shut. I dug my own grave. Then he dared to cheat on me with a whore. Their excuse was that their poly. So now they were fucking me and his simultaneously.

And that went on for 5 months which felt like an eternity. Until my best friend, also my crush, put a stop to it. She cut off all connected tied with them. That's when I truly realized that I was head over heels for her. She was my savior, quite literally