Travis Angst. {travis x sally face}

sh!t im late..

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Travis' POV:

I bolt of the class room, father hates it when I'm even 1 minute late. What will he do now I'm... *I check the time* SH!T. 20 MINUTES?! HOW?! It's already been five minutes since I left the class?!

Ugh...I'm so dead, atleast I'm almost home...gotta get this sh!t over with...

*a little time skip*

It felt like an eternity till I managed to get to rhe front door, I go to knock but the door opens...fu_k..

"F-father?..."

(Bold=Kenneth)

"Travis. Your late. Why?"

"W-well father i-"

"You know what I don't want to hear you pathetic excuses. Inside the house. Now. Then you'll get your punishment."

"Yes father..."

I walk inside, he seems so p!ssed...
God I'm so done for...

*time skip to after the punishment*

I sit there, unable to move, god...I have such a headache, I feel my head and look at my hand god there's so much blood...

As soon as I have enough strength I get up and stagger to the bathroom to clean myself up.

When I get there I look at myself in the mirror...I'm such a mess...

My vision starts to blur and words appear around me

Useless
You can't ever protect yourself
F@ggot
Loser
Bully
Worthless
Monster
No one will love you
No one cares
No one ever has

Great...I haven't done this in a while but...*sigh* I guess I have sorta missed it...

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I rummage through to draws and find my bl@de, it's still a bit blood stained... jeezus.. I go to the bathroom door and lock it.

Not like anyone would even care if they found out right?..

I roll up my jumper sleeves and look at the scars

God it's so ugly... IM so ugly...

*I place the cold metal on my scared skin and press it roughly then dragging it slowly, to slowly.. suddenly, in a weird annoyance burst on how long this was taking, I slice my arm quick and hard*

"SH- MMmmm..." I blurt out aloud praying no one heard as I feel the red ooze out from the line slowly, but then I relize after a good minuet or so, it isnt stopping I look at my arm to see nothing but red, I stand there in shocked silence as the red drips down my hand, I soon snap out of it and quickly bandage the 1 cut up and clean the floor.

Come on don't stop now! You e already done it once why stop now!?

Your right...

I look back at my arm and sigh

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Is that enough?...

I look at my blood stained arm and sigh again, I don't care what you say, that is enough. I'm dizzy as it is...

SELF-HARM OVER!
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I bandge up my arm and head then pull my sleeves back down

I'm so screwed up hah...

I stumble to my room and change into my pj's and flop onto my bed, I take my phone off charge (he left his phone at home when he was at school) and check my 4 messages from my "friends"

Friend 1: ayo you guys wanna hang out tommrow after school

Friend 2: I'm down you?

Friend 3: ah sorry guys I have a club after school tommrow

Friend 1: aw man :(

                                         You: yeah I can

Friend 2: dont you have church or something church boy?

             
                        You: well, no, church is a         Sunday thing

Friend 3: yeah sure, no you're not invited would want your daddy getting mad you for being with people who aren't a good influence on you do we church boy?

                     Travis is offline

Ugh...I didn't wanna go out anyway

I turn and pull my blanket over me, putting my phone back on the nightstand and on charge, moving myself into a comfortable position I slowly drift into sleep

           Tommorow is gonna be so fun...

(718 words!!!)

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