LOST SOUL

Boyfriend or Ex Boyfriend ✔︎

Alaina Rose Lèon

......My smile grew as I mouthed a thank you and strolled off.

I remained behind the glass doors calling for a cab since it was pouring once again. It was surprising to see the taxi didn't take forever.

I stepped into the car shutting the door behind me. The car started and took off straight to my destination. I tipped the driver, giving him a meek smile strolling straight towards my door.

The truth was beginning to settle in. I was going to Italy. Apparently I had been to Italy before when I was 2 years old. I don't remember though. I don't really travel considering I don't feel safe anywhere other then my own home.

I wanted someone to try hurting me so I could enjoy ripping them into shreds.

I sauntered in through my front door, switching my heels with my white slippers. Quickly, I changed into the same checkered pyjamas that I wore yesterday.

I'm quite used to the England weather but it still annoys me seeing as it mostly rains.

I can't wait to go Italy. I still have to talk to them but later. I'm just going to be elated for once before everything breaks down again.

I rose from my bed and heated up the leftover pasta that I was supposed to have yesterday. Later I returned to my bed and began watching my show that I had left midway. I could stay up all night and finally finish my show. I began watching my show whilst eating my pasta.

I'm not the best at cooking but I could cook the simple foods. I mean if I tried I'd probably be able to do it but I have better things to do then feed myself. But I still love food. My number 1 and it never lets me down.

This show was amazing and good enough for me to carry on watching.

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My eyes fluttered open revealing the mess of my room. I had fell asleep around 7 in the morning not being able to keep myself awake.

I barely even watched my show, the thoughts of the scholarship wouldn't leave, not that I'm complaining.

I got up to use the bathroom and freshen up, the cold air hitting against my body compelling me to shiver.

Quickly, I used the bathroom to brush my teeth. Before returning to the warmth of my bed, I grabbed a glass of water and a plate of grapes.

The pondering thoughts encompassed my mind coercing me to google where I would be studying for the next 2 years.

After a few hours I decided to carry on with my show.

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Two days later and I'm still in my bed watching the same show. I keep getting distracted.

I still had to share the good news.I had to get up and tell him first.

I walked toward the bathroom to get inside the shower. I got out of my dirty pyjamas that I had been wearing for two days now and stepped into the shower. The warm water hitting me and calming me down for what I was about to do. I shaved and cleaned myself off before stepping out of the glass room.

I wrapped the towel around me before stepping into the darkness of my own room. I chose a comfortable outfit to leave in.

I wore loose ripped jeans with a black cropped top. I wore an oversized brown zipped hoodie over the top to shield me from the cold with white airforces.

I grabbed an apple and made my way to his house after locking my door. His house was close to mine so there was no need to grab a taxi, it wasn't raining either.

The sky was clear in December. I'm shocked.

I reached his house in around 10 minutes. What excuse would I give him to say I'm leaving. I knocked on the door revealing the scowl on his face. It looked like he had just woken up.

"Hi" Starting the conversation so it doesn't get awkward

"Hi what are you doing here so early" he replied whilst rubbing his eyes.

"It's already 1 and I have to talk to about something" I stated in a dull voice.

"Come inside" he let me in and closed the door behind him.

I walked straight to his bedroom knowing my way around his house. I had been here so many times before. I sat on his bed as he entered behind me putting a shirt on over his head.

"I need to tell you something but don't get angry" I whispered

"I won't" he encouraged me to keep going. I knew he was going to get angry. He had been angry at me so many times before explaining why I didn't feel the safest around him.

"I have to leave"

"You just came here. What do you mean you have to leave" he uttered

"No. I mean I have to leave you" I declared

"Why. Where?" He answered back.

"It's to do with school"

"Whats so important about school that's our have to leave me"His voice grew louder but he controlled his anger.

"I got a scholarship from university to move to another country and carry on with my art career" I spoke whilst moving back so he couldn't hurt me and regret later. "I have to go, something good has finally happened in my life and I don't want to just let it go"

"I'm your boyfriend you can't just leave me" He shouted not able to keep his anger in control anymore. " I have done so many things for you and what your just going to leave" He got up from the bed. "And you think I'm just going to let you go" He screamed. " I waited for soo long because you said you weren't ready and now you're just going to leave" He pushed me so I was lying straight on the bed. He got on top me and grabbed my wrists, leaving me helpless.

"GET OF ME" I screamed "BEFORE I HURT YOU AND I MEAN IT " He laughed riling me up even more.

"Go on. Try". He mocked me. " You're not leaving" He stated the anger clear on his face.

I kneed his groin which left him groaning in pain. I lifted my head, head butting his nose making the blood flow out and drip all over my black shirt. The blood wasn't visible due to the colour of my shirt.

His grip on my wrist loosened. I took the chance to push him off me and punched his jaw making him drop to floor. He was hurt but I felt no remorse seeing what he was about to do to me.

"I told you to get off me and now look what happened" he tried to stand back up but I kicked him making him drop to the floor again "At least I'm not going waste any tears on you for leaving, so thank you" I smiled making him frown.

I kneeled " if you try to hurt me again. I won't waste any time to kill you" venom dripping from tone. " I'm warning you stay away from me" I caressed his cheeks before knocking him out cold.

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