LOST SOUL

Fault

Alaina Rose Lèon

Did I just do that??
I mean I wanted that and I know he wanted it to but was it the right thing to do??I was just his creditor after all.

I'm laying in bed next to him as he sleeps peacefully without a worry. Am I the only one panicking right now??

But I consented to it . I said Yes.

Nope.Everything going to be fine. I'll figure it more out in the morning. If he wants to just forget about it, I'll happily forget but if not and he wants something. Like a relationship I will have to think about it. I just won't get attached. Then nothing can go wrong. Rightt??

I watch him as he sleeps. His face relaxed and innocent unlike his hardened features through the day. His eyes closed showing his extra long eyelashes touching his cheeks.

I'm jealous.

His lips slightly parted as he breathes through his nose, his chest rising and falling every second as I watch him from inches away.

I lean closer throwing my arms and legs over attempting to get comfortable to at least get a goodnight sleep. I can think about a solution later.

I close my eyes placing my head onto his chest. His moderate heart beats lulling me to sleep. Darkness takes over my mind as all my thoughts are put to sleep.

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I move around in bed hearing a door close shut. I open my one eye taking in my surrounding to see what had woken me up.

I lay in bed slowing gaining consciousness and sitting up on my bed remembering what had happened yesterday.

'Is he gone???'

I did just here the door closing. Maybe he left because he was embarrassed and this was a mistake. I mean I didn't expect much anyways. It's not that I didn't expect much from him, it's that I never expect much from anyone anymore. Everyone breaks their promises and leaves so there's no point.

I get up to only feel the pain in my legs and upper stomach. I guess he did hurt me before he left. 'LAUGHHH-this was supposed to be funny'.

I get up making my way to the bathroom to have quick shower so I could quickly get something to eat. Im starving.

I hurry out of the shower putting in shorts and an oversized top before going to the Kitchen.

AND who do i see there. A half naked Luca attempting to make eggs. I thought he left.

"I thought you left" I call from behind him.

"Well good morning so you to" He says sarcastically, which I'm definitely not in the mood for.

But he looks quite cute. Trying to cook eggs, after failing many attempts. Is he here just to waste my eggs, they're not cheap. He has about ten egg shells on the counter next to him but not one egg has been cooked. It can't be that hard for him to cook and egg.

I walk up to him, taking an apron from the side and putting it over his bare chest. I spin him around tying a bow at the back to secure it.

'OKAYY now he looks the opposite of cute.'

I put on an apron myself and ask him to clean up the mess, that he's made. Whilst he's doing that I take out more ingredients to show him how to achieve an edible egg/omelette.

He nods as if he understands but I still don't think he understands. I'm absolutely sure he doesn't understand, seeing how he was just looking at me and not even the eggs.

He's not even all that, why did I sleep with him. 'Alaina you know damn well he is all that.

I put the food on the table and bring out juices to drink. We take a seat at the table and easy in silence. I can't even say it was a comfortable silence because I know for a fact it was the most awkward situation between you two. Right now he would jumping around like he has ants in his pants, so I'm shocked at how he's sat down quietly.

We ate breakfast and then Luca so generously asked to do the dishes. Husband Material.

Is this who I am?? Making jokes to forget about the situation actually every situation.

I feel like Luca hasn't spoken about last night because he doesn't want to make me uncomfortable or he just wants to act like it didn't happen. Which is fine by me.

Oops. Just jinxed it.

"Soo..about last night. Do you wanna talk about it?"

"Well not really" I replied." But I think we're gonna have to."

"So I just wanna say that I don't want you to think it was a mistake because I was fully conscious and willing to do it" He said making his point clear.

"Oh" I was sober to and I know it was my fault because I was the one that initiated it and wanted it to happen. " I didn't know what to think of it in the morning but right now I don't think it was for the worst".

"So what happens now" He spoke, well you go home.

"Meaning"

"Was this a one time thing or are you willing to go on dates with me".He said, surprising me. I didn't think he wanted to actually date after this. It doesn't sound bad tho.

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