Patient Enough? (On Hold)

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Y/N POV

"You heard me, which finger would you rather have cut off? Your pinkie or your thumb" she smiled at me widely. I was too shocked to respond. How the hell am I supposed to choose which finger I don't want to have anymore! I want to keep all of my fingers! But how do I get out of this situation? My only chance was the 3rd girl but she didn't seem like she will help me. God damn it why does everything have to be so shitty. I was pulled out of my thoughts by Joyce's Hand which turned my head towards her so I was looking directly into her eyes.
"Hey, I asked you something" She said it so calmly, a shiver ran down my spine, shit. I have to keep it together or else this will end really badly.
"If you don't answer I will cut both off"
"Joyce you don't have to do this, please"
"Oh shut up Y/N, you won't change my mind no matter what you say. Just tell me which finger so we can get it over with fast"
Do I really have to do this? I guess I should if I don't, I'll lose both my fingers. Damn it.
"I guess I don't need my pinkie"
"What did you say? I didn't quite catch that" she smirks, ugh.
"I said I don't need my pinkie"
"Hmm" she plays with her knife-throwing it back and forth between her two hands.
"Good choice" she stops throwing and points it to my pinkie
"I probably would have chosen the same" she bores the knife slowly into my pinkie. I let out a scream. Shit, this hurts badly and she just stabbed my finger how much would it hurt to cut it off? I really don't want to know that! I'm hoping for a miracle, pls. She stabs my pinkie a few more times each time the pain gets worse and worse. You would think some people would hear me scream and come to help but sadly no, the different route I choose is a road that nobody uses. Great choice Y/N, just great.
"I think it's time for the real deal" Joyce smiles at me like a creep. She slowly puts the knife in position. "Ready?" My heart is beating so hard I feel like it's gonna jump out of my chest. Just as Joyce is about to do that, the 3rd girl walks over to her and places a hand on her shoulder.
"Joyce, don't you think that's enough?"
Joyce looks at her confused
"What's your problem Ruby? Are you scared or what? You don't have to worry about consequences, you know our parents can handle anything" she stands up to face the 3rd girl which is apparently named Ruby. Ruby crosses her arms over her chest and sighs.
"No I'm not scared of consequences Joyce, this is just wrong. You cant cut her finger off just because you're upset she is friends with Blackpink and you're not. Your obsession with them has gone too far!" She places both her hands on each shoulder of Joyce.
"I know that deep down you're a good person. Remember when we used to just bully the kids that really deserved it? What happened to us? When did we change? We used to be better but now we are just like them maybe even worse" Joyce looked down at her feet seeming nervous and even a bit ashamed?
"Joyce let's just forget this and let Y/N go. She won't tell anyone about this right?" She looks at me I don't really have a choice in that matter so I answer "Yes of course I won't tell anyone" she looks back at Joyce
"Joyce?"
This time Joyce looks Ruby directly into her eyes
"yes, I'm sry Ruby"
"It's okay" Ruby embraces Joyce in a hug. The girl that has been holding me the whole time finally lets go of me. I walk away but look back one last time at ruby and Joyce. They are still hugging each other, I see ruby looking back at me. She mouths an "I'm sry"
I'm too shocked to reply, the whole event was way too much for me. I just want to get back home and so I walk away fast and I don't stop till I'm at home. Once I'm home I take care of my finger. First of all, cleaning the wounds and then bandaging them. After that's done I take a shower, get into my pajamas, and lay down in my bed. I feel the tension leave my body as soon as I'm snuggled up under the covers. Almost immediately I fall asleep.

A/N: This is just a short chapter because I wanted to update the story. Like always if you find any mistakes, tell me in the comments.