Patient Enough? (On Hold)

05

Tears dropped on my phone screen.
My vision started to get blurry.
"who posted this? Why did they do that?"
I started to think about what people would think about me now or do to me. Especially now that they know my full name and where I go to school.
'oh man this is fucked Up'
I breathed in and out I tried to calm myself down like that and
After a while, it worked.
I wiped away my tears and decided not to think about it anymore or at least try to not think about it.
My phone was buzzing the whole time because some people tagged me in some other post or they commented something bad about me.
I turned off my Instagram notification and put my phone down.
I layed down in my bed and tried to sleep but I just couldn't fall asleep I was too nervous about tomorrow because tomorrow is Monday so that means I need to go to school. Sigh
My phone buzzed.
I took it and looked at who messaged me.
It was the group chat with blackpink.
Jennie: (Y/N) are you okay??
Lisa: yea...how are you doing we saw the posts on Instagram :(
(Y/N): I'm fine.
I answered simply I wasn't really in the mood to talk to anybody.
I put my phone back down.
My phone buzzed again I ignored it and shut my notification completely off.
I layed back down in my bed and try to sleep again.
After about 30 minutes I finally drifted off to sleep.

I woke up at 6 am like always on school days.
I got up and walked over to my bathroom.
I turned the shower on and undressed. I showered for 30 mins.
I got out, put some clothes on, and dried my hair.
The next thing I did was to pack my school stuff, got my phone then I walked downstairs to the kitchen.
I decided to eat cereals.
While I sat at the table and ate, I took my phone out and looked at the messages that I got.

Group chat with
Lisa🌟, Rosie🥀, Jennie🐱, Jisoo🦋
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Jisoo🦋: (y/n) don't let this post get to you okay? |22:20

Rosie🥀: we are here for you :) |22:20

Lisa🌟: yes if you need anyone to talk to we are here for you^^ |22:21

Jennie🐱: (y/n)? |22:50

Jisoo🦋: I hope she is fine :( |22:50

Lisa🌟: yea I'm worried about her😓|22:51

I thought about answering them for a second but I just didn't want to talk right now.
'I hope school won't be as bad as I imagined yesterday'
I was really worried about this whole situation.
Still, I wasn't going to let the fear overtake me.
I finished eating and got my backpack.
I left the house and walked to school.
While I was walking I listened to some music.

'oh, boi here we go' sigh. I stand in front of the school gate. 'ah I'm so nervous...'

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