Y/N is a big fan of Blackpink.
She always wanted to go to one of their concerts but she was never allowed to. Her mother always said no. Though one day, Y/N was able to convince her mother to let her go...
Changed the story name from 'blackpink Lisa...
Yesterday's events were absolutely insane! It still feels unreal like it was a dream or maybe I just had imagined it all in my head. Every time I think about the way I couldn't move, the way Joyce looked at me, the way the knife felt on my skin, I felt a shiver running down my spine. There was this buzzing sensation in the back of my head. It was taking over my mind, I couldn't think anymore. Sometimes the buzzing traveled through my whole body and I couldn't do anything, I felt like throwing up my whole insides including my organs, I felt helpless. I didn't sleep well tonight, I kept dreaming that Joyce is killing me, in the most gruesome ways possible. One of them involved skinning me alive and it felt too real, way too real. Each time after dreaming something like that I woke up all sweaty, my heartbeat was so fast I thought it would explode, sometimes I couldn't breathe normally and all of this just kept going till I couldn't and didn't want to sleep anymore. I rather stay awake than go through so many ways of death. I've been keeping myself awake since 3 am, at first I was fine, I kept busy with other stuff but then the buzzing sensation started. I don't like it but I'm kind of glad to have an excuse for not going to school today. Like this I won't have to see Joyce, I'm really not ready for that. I'm currently lying stretched out in my bed like a starfish. It might sound weird but this position helps calm down the buzzing, a little at least. I hear my phone vibrating meaning I got a notification.
That's probably not important, right? I'll just check it later...But what if it's my mum? or maybe something from school? ugh!
My curiosity gets the better of me and I muster all of my strength to get up from bed. It all hits me at once, the moment I'm standing. The buzzing sensation that grows, the need to throw up my guts. I fight it and manage to get my phone from my table. I immediately lay back down in my bed, spreading out like a starfish again. It helps as it did before. I turn my phone on and it was a message from the BP groupchat.
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Oh man, I would love to have a sleepover with them! but is it a good idea? I still feel like crap. Although maybe it's just what I need right now, a bit of fun would help me. Maybe I could even talk with them about the whole Joyce thing...? but I really don't wanna burden them they have enough on their plates with their lives as Idols. In any case, I think a sleepover would be good.
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"Hm...now I have to clean the house tomorrow, oof"
I'm excited to see the girls again, especially Lisa! I'm not sure why but I feel as though we are connected on a different level. I'm not insecure around her, I'm not scared of what she might think of me, neither do I feel anxious around her. Sure maybe in the beginning I did, that's always the case with new people. Most of the time those feelings will stay within me even when I know the person for a long time, but not with Lisa...I wonder why...
A/N: This is a short chapter just to update the story the next chapter will be longer :) Like always if you find any mistakes please tell me in the comments!
