Patient Enough? (On Hold)

06

I ran down the stairs and sat down at the table. My mum placed the food down and we started to eat.
"So what did you do in school today?"
'I'm lucky that my mum is clueless about the internet so she doesn't know anything about the post'
"Hm well nothing special we started a new topic in math, we could draw what we wanted in art and then we had English"
"That sounds nice, what did you draw?"
"I drew a hand with tattoos on"
"Oh really? will you get your drawings back so you could show me it?"
"I'm not sure mum, we will see but if we get them back I'll definitely show it to you"
"Alright that's good then"
She smiled now
'Guess it makes her happy to see my drawings lol'
"do you have homework that you need to do?"

"no, I don't"
"alright"
I finished eating so I stood up.
"mum I'm gonna go in my room"
"alright but you know maybe you should go out, it's not good to be always inside"
"Alright maybe I'll go out with (bf/n) later we'll see"
I walked up the stairs to my room.
I layed down in my bed and took my phone out.

(BF/N)👽
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(y/n): Hey what's uuuuuuup |15:00

I waited for a few minutes but she didn't answer. So I put my phone down.
'Ugh, where is she'..... I checked the phone again after a few minutes there was still no answer.
'What am I supposed to doooo'
'Hmmm...'
'Maybe I could take a walk by myself'
After lying for some minutes thinking if I should go out or not I decided to go, so I got out of my bed.
'Alright let's gooo'
I walked down the stairs, got my backpack with my stuff in it, and walked out of the door
"Mom! I'm going out for a walk"
"Alright! Be careful and don't forget your phone"
"I will and I have my phone with me!"
'let's go to the park'

I stepped out of the door and walked in the direction of the park. As soon as I was on the right way to the park, I took my earphones out and began to listen to some music.

(again I know but who isn't always listening to music while walking somewhere lol?)

After like 10 minutes I arrived at the park but I still wasn't at the place that I actually wanted to go to. It's pretty much at the end of the park so I gotta walk a bit further. that place is near a lake it's really pretty there. I always go there if I want to get some inspiration or some time for me alone. When I arrived I sat down at a tree next to the lake and put my bag next to me. I took out my sketch pad and my pencils.
(Y/N) started to look around to find something that she could draw. She decided to draw the flowers that were near the lake. 'let's do it'
and so I began to draw them. I was so focused on the drawing that I didn't even hear the footsteps that approached me...

''OI (Y/N) watchu doing there?'' a girl said. I turned my head to see who it was
'oh no, it's the group of girls from school'  ''ugh what do you want from me?''
"huh? what's with that attitude?''
''anyway, I heard you are in contact with BP and even got their number''
''where did you hear that from?'' I asked. ''doesn't matter now, does it? I want you to give their number to us''
''What? I can't do that!''
''huh what do you mean you can't do that?!'' she said more aggressively and walked towards me.
''I can't just give their numbers to you''
''do we need to use violence?''
''If you don't give their numbers to us we will punch you till you tell us''
''yea sure'' I got my bag and tried to walk away.
but the girls were faster and circled me. ''Last warning (Y/N) give us their numbers and we won't bother you anymore''
''No''
''hmm well then...''
and with that, the girl punched me in the face and the other girls started to punch and kick me too. I tried to defend myself but that didn't work. I started to feel really dizzy and I got a bit of a blood taste in my mouth. I thought that I would go unconscious for a few seconds but surprisingly they stopped. one of the girls said '' yah we should let her be for now she looks like she is about to pass out''
''Yeah you're right''
''you're off the hook for now but don't think it's over we will come back''
I watched them walk away, after a while I tried to get up. It took me some tries to finally get up tho.
'ugh my whole body hurts'

I walked towards the lake and knelt down to get some water so I could wash my face. I took my phone out to see with the camera how my face looks like and well it's not too bad, I could just tell my mum that I tripped over a stone or something, my mum would probably believe that lol.

It was 5 pm when I arrived home and my mum wasn't there cause she had a late shift again. welp but I didn't mind at all, like this I didn't need to explain what happened to my face, at least for now. I walked up to my room and laid down in my bed 'oh man I'm so fucking tired and my whole body just hurts urgh' I should check my phone, maybe (BF/N) wrote me back.

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(BF/N)👽
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(y/n): Hey what's uuuuuuup |15:00

(BF/N)👽: hey nothing much what about you? |15:55

(y/n): same where were you tho? |17:05

10 minutes passed and no answer. 'oof I'm too tired to wait for an answer I'll just write her back tomorrow'
'im gonna go to sleep now'
I changed into my pajamas and got back into my bed.

'hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day'
I thought as I drove off to sleep.

Authors note:

 I am so sorry for a late update again but school really got so much on my nerves, that I was tired 24/7 and had no motivation to do anything, but hey now that corona is here, I can write again. I won't promise anything about how much I update, but I'll try my best that's for sure and I'm also working on a story, that's not fanfic it's a fantasy story about a girl that dies. Stay tuned if you're interested in something like that.