Patient Enough? (On Hold)

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A/N :

Sorry for not updating for quite some time but I'm just not really motivated for writing or anything else at the moment. I'm basically failing all of my classes or at least more than half of them😃👍
Just because I'm afraid to talk😃👍
and uhm I might be stupid as well😩
Honestly, I just feel like I can't do it anymore, I feel tired. Tired of school, tired of myself, tired of living. So yeah, my mood is pretty shitty. NOW ENOUGH OF THIS SAD SHIT, I still wanted to make a new chapter for you guys, you better enjoy it or else😤, lol, I'm just kidding..or am I..?

Y/N:

It's been about an hour since the girls came over to my place and so far everything is going well. Sure I still don't feel too well but I can suppress the feeling.

Right now me and the girls are playing 'Truth or dare?', I never really liked the game that much but it's quite fun to play with them!

"Y/N it's your turn, Truth or dare?"

Jisoo asks me as I take a sip from my drink "Hm, truth" jisoo smirks "taking the safe route huh? Or at least that's what you think"

Her smirk grew even bigger

"Who would you fuck, marry, kiss, and kill from us?" My eyes grew wide and I choked on my drink, which resulted in spitting it out. Sadly, Jennie was sitting in front of me so it all landed on her.

At first, Jennie froze for a few seconds then she tried to wipe her face with her hands, it didn't work that well, it was a lot of water and saliva I guess...

"Jeez, thanks for the refreshment Y/N", she said rather annoyed and in a sarcastic tone.

I scratched the back of my neck
"Heh, I'm sorry, I just didn't expect this kind of question. Especially not from Jisoo!"
I'm pretty sure I'm really red right now. I don't know which is more embarrassing, spitting my drink on Jennie or losing my cool from a question that even a middle schooler would have no problem answering.

"Let me get you a towel Jennie and I am really sry" I stood up and walked to my bathroom to get her a towel. Shit, hopefully, she doesn't hate me now...

It was quiet in the room when Jennie wiped her face with the towel I gave her. There was this sudden tension, I wasn't sure whether Jennie was angry or not and I think the girls weren't either. We all waited patiently for Jennie to finish, fearing to say anything.

Jennie looked up at me when she finished drying her face.
"So Y/N you still have to answer the question"
guess she isn't angry or at least not that angry to say anything about it.
"Yeah right, I guess I should"
I start to fidget with my fingers while thinking. Who would I fuck, marry, kiss, and kill of them? hmm.
" I guess I would fuck (y/c), marry Lisa, kiss (y/c) and kill (y/c)"
( you can change the answer for Lisa but I think this makes the most sense)
Lisa looked a little surprised and the other girls were smiling although the one I choose to kill was rather dramatic about it.
Rosie playfully slapped lisa on the shoulder as she said "Who would've thought"
"Now you pick someone Y/N"...

We played like this for hours, it was fun. Soon enough I even forgot the embarrassing accident. 

Currently, we are watching a movie that Rosie wanted to see. I was cuddled up with Lisa under some blankets which made me actually really nervous but it's a good type of nervousness. I'm not sure how or why but it's nice being this close to Lisa. 

Though, I guess I had to run out of luck eventually. My head started buzzing stronger, again, midway through the movie. It got worse and worse, I was suppressing the feeling until I couldn't take it anymore.

I just wanted to bash my head against the wall, obviously, I wasn't gonna do that. Instead, I stood up and walked over to my bathroom. Once in, I quickly closed the door behind me. I sat down on the floor leaning my back against the wall. Trying to breathe slowly while lookin up at the ceiling, I thought maybe that would help but it didn't. Nothing worked, maybe I should take some pain medicine? Maybe that will help? It will need some time to take an effect, still, it's worth a shot.

I did it, I took some painkillers from my mum's medicine cabinet. Hopefully, she won't mind. I hurried back to my room where the girls were and resumed watching the movie with them. For like 20 minutes I was fine but then I got dizzy, really dizzy. Maybe I shouldn't have taken two painkillers at once? Probably should have read the instructions on them. Everything was starting to spin, the lights started to get brighter and brighter, my breathing started to slow down. Damn am I about to die?  it sure felt like it. What a dumb way to die.

Did someone just say something to me? shit, it's like I have cotton in my ears. Suddenly I feel a hand on my shoulder, I look up to see that it's Lisa. I see her talking but I just can't make out what she is saying. Everything is slowly beginning to fade...

A/N:

Well, that's that. This chapter kinda reminds me of the first few chapters not sure why, lol. I'll try to update soon, that's if I'm not killed by my parents next week because of my grades. If you see any mistakes please do not hesitate to tell me in the comments :)