It’s been 3 weeks maayos na ang lagay ng anak ko, at si Cody nasa condo nila nag papa hinga.
After ko sumilip sa anak ko nun lumabas ako at pumunta sa kwarto niya. merong body guard sa labas. kilala naman nila ako kaya pinapasok na Nila ako.
Is he sleeping? Lumapit ako “Cody?” mahinang tawag ko sakanya pero wala tulog ata tinaas ko ang kamay ko at nilapit sa Mukha niya para akong tangang kumakaway pero binaba ko din kalaunan.
Umupo ako sa gilid niya at tinitigan siya
“You look so peaceful when you’re sleeping” mahina kong sabi
“Thank you for giving my daughter a second chance to live and to see how beautiful life is. Thank you for not hesitating to help her, I owe you. And… I’m sorry.. I’m so sorry for everything.” Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya.
“I know you’re still mad at me and I understand that but I.. I only did that for you.. because Nathan was right I am your distraction” tumulo ang luha ko at yumuko
“if… if I would be given a chance to rewrite our past, uulitin ko pa din ang ginawa ko… I… I will still push you I will still going to leave you” pinatong ko ang ulo ko sa kamay niya. “It’s fucking hurt… seeing you walked away that night… it’s fucking hurt I want to run after you but I can’t .. mas gugustuhin kong lumubog ng mag isa kesa kasama ka… I lied.. yung sinabi ko sayong hindi na kita mahal it’s not true… because I am so fucking deeply inlove with you” gusto kong umiyak ng malakas dahil ang sakit sakit and this is my chance to tell him everything habang tulog pa siya. “Brian said you got accident that night. I didn’t know that you got accident… I’m sorry. I know my sorry wouldn’t change everything but still I’m sorry” inangat ko ang ulo ko pero ang mata ko na sa kamay pa din niya. “Brian said that your happy now that you’re in love.. hmmm I can see that” I smile painfully “sana maintindihan ng girlfriend mo. Sabi ni Brian mabait naman daw siya kaya alam kong wala kang magiging problema” naka rinig ako ng parang may nag mura nag angat ako ng tingin sakanya pero nakapikit pa din siya.. baka guni guni ko lang.
“Aalis na ako.. Thank you Cody after this mag hahain ako ng Custody take care always…… my star” lumabas ako at dumiretso sa kwarto ng anak ko.
“Ate yung tatay na sa labas papasukin ko ba?” sabi ni Jemae. Tumango ako at tumayo.
“Hi Goodmorning…. Hmmm tulog pa kasi siya… ah upo ka muna” paanyaya ko he nod at umupo
“uhmm you want Juice? Coffee?” alok ko baka kasi sabihin hindi ako hospitable na tao.
“Water will do” sabi niya Ikaya pumunta ako ng kusina nag bitbit na din ako ng Cheese cake baka kasi gutom nahihiya lang.
“Nice house” sabi niya umamgat ang tingin ko sakanya. “Salamat” sabi ko. Tutal nandito ma siya ay sasabihin ko na sakanya ang plano ko
“Uhmmm maghahain nga pala ako ng Custody” naka ngiti kong sabi “Par-“
“NO!” Malakas na sabi niya kaya nagulat ako
“I mean no need to do that we can be a good parent to her without doing that” sabi niya at umiwas ng tingin. Tumango na lang ako
“Aakayat muna ako baka gising na siya” I didn’t wait his response tumayo agad ako at umakyat
“Ohh my Baby is awake now” lumapit ako sakanya and I kiss her forehead
“Morning Ma” she kiss me on my cheek
“Love do you still remember your wish?” I ask her. She look at me with a puzzle face and her eyes wided.
“Why ma? Is Dada want to see me now? Is he coming home?” excited na sabi niya I nod
“Dada is here… he’s waiting for you” sabi ko nakita ko yung luha niya I wipe her tears
“Really mama?” she ask and I nod again
“But” she lower down her head kaya nag tataka ako
“Why? Aren’t you excited to meet Dada?” nagtataka kong Tanong
“I… I want to meet Dada but…. Do you want me to meet him?” Tanong niya my lips parted why? Is she thinking na ayaw ko?
“Whybare you asking me about that Love? Of course I want you to be happy” I give her a warm smile to assure her that it’s all fine. She look at me , I kiss her hair “Go take a shower Dada is waiting” she nod tumayo na siya at naligo.
After nun bumaba na kami sa hagdan pa lang kami nakikita konbmg hindi mapakali si Min
“Cody” tawag ko kaya napa lingon siya.bumaba ang tingin niya sa batang nag tago sa likod ko. Hinarap ko siya “Go love Dada is waiting greet him” naka ngiti kong sabi. Tinignan ko si Cody na namumula ang mata. Nilapit ko siya sa Tatay niya
“Cody this is Sachzna Bernardio and Love this is Cody Min your Dada” pakilala ko lumapit si Nana sakanya
“Go.. goodmorning Po” bati niya lumuhod si Cody “Can I hug you?” sabi niya and my daughter nod at him. Masakit na masaya
Masakit kasi I can’t give her a complete family but somehow I’m happy coz finally she met her Dada.
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