A lot of people keep saying that I changed. I don’t know which part but ayan ang sabi nila well isa lang ang alam ko I don’t give a fuck.
We were having now a Fan meeting in Trinoma,
I’ve heard that we will having a 500+ serene who’ll attending our event.
“Cody let’s go” Daru said kaya tumayo ako at sumunod. Na sa backstage kami ngayon at hinihintay na lang namin na tawagin kami.
“ PLEASE JOIN US HERE IN STAGE SERENDIPITY” Sigaw ng host narinig ko ang palakpakan at chants ng mga serene. Umupo na kami sa pwesto namin at nag umpisa na ang Album signing. Naka yuko lang ako wala akong gana ngayon dahil medyo inaantok ako. May mga fans naman na kinakausap ko pero ang iba nginitian ko lang. Yumuko ulit ako ng may mag abot ng album ng bigla akong siniko ni Nathan. Masama ko siyang tinignan but I froze when I hear someone calling me… lumingon ako kung tama ba ako o nag ha-hallucinations lang ako pero nanlaki ang mata ko, Damn it’s been what? 10 years.
“you’re still that whipped ha” bulong ni Nathan kaya bumalik ang diwa ko at binalik ko sa pagiging seryoso ang Mukha ko. Kinuha ko ang Album na hawak niya fuck what is she doing here?
“hmmm can we talk?” marahan na sabi niya galit akong tumingin sakanya. Syempre para kunwari di ako affected. Hindi ako sumagot aa tanong niya.
“Di mo pupuntahan? Kanina pa daw andun yun sabi ni Daru” sabi ni Timothy. Well kanina pa tapos ang event namin.
“Puntahan mo na kunwari di namin alam na mahal mo pa” sabi naman ni Brian kaya binato ko siya ng Medyas
“I don’t love her anymore* pairap kong sabi
“I don’t love her anymore pero araw araw kang umo order ng Cup cakes sa shop niya… lahat na ata ng shop niya binilhan mo” pang bibwisit sakin ni Nathan
“well aminin mo lalong gumanda si Dia no? mahaba pa din ang buhok niya pero lalong gumanda” sabi niya ulit.
“Tulala ka nga kanina eh whipped” tawa niya pa
“Shut up Ikaw may kasalanan ng Lahat” sabi ko kaya natawa siya. Matagal na kaming okay ni Nathan pinag ayos kaming dalawa.
“Ulol dami mong dama puntahan mo na” sabi niya kaya tumayo ako. Nakita ko siyang tumalikod at balak ng Umalis.
“I thought you have something to tell me” malamig kong sabi.may pina kita siyang picture sa akin. Una hindi ko tinignan pero habang diniscribe niya ang bata na nasa hospital bumaba ang tingin ko sa lamesa. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko di ko alam kung dahil sa Galit o lungkot o saya.
Fuck… fuck Dia Amber how.. how can you do this to me?
Pumunta kami ng hospital kung nasaan ang anak namin.
Anak namin Tangina may anak kami.
Pumunta kami sa hospital ng gabing iyon. Di ko alam kung anong gagawin ko dahil unang beses kong nakita ang anak ko sa ganon pang sitwasyon.
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After the surgery kailangan ko daw mag pahinga ng ilang linggo
"ayyy bro buhay" sabi ni Brian kay Timothy
"Tangina ny" bulong kong sabi pero alam kong narinig nila kaya nag tawanan ang mga gago
"Lumayas kayo dito" Pag tataboy ko pero ang mga gago kumain pa sa loob ng kwarto ko.
After nilang mambwisit sakin umalis na sila. Narinig kong nag click ang pinto kaya nag panggap akong tulog. Bat ba kase Bumalik tong mga unggoy nato pero mali ang hinala ko
" Is he sleeping? sabi ni Dia sa mahinang boses “Cody?” mahinang tawag niya sa akin pero nag panggap pa rin akong tulog. Damn she smell so nice
Umupo siya sa gilid ko
“You look so peaceful when you’re sleeping” mahina niyang sabi
“Thank you for giving my daughter a second chance to live and to see how beautiful life is. Thank you for not hesitating to help her, I owe you. And… I’m sorry.. I’m so sorry for everything.”
she hold my hand
“I know you’re still mad at me and I understand that but I.. I only did that for you.. because Nathan was right I am your distraction” garalgal ang boses niya. Don't cry sweetie baka di ako maka tiis I kiss kita.
“if… if I would be given a chance to rewrite our past, uulitin ko pa din ang ginawa ko… I… I will still push you I will still going to leave you”
She put her head to my hand
“It’s fucking hurt… seeing you walked away that night… it’s fucking hurt I want to run after you but I can’t .. mas gugustuhin kong lumubog ng mag isa kesa kasama ka… I lied.. yung sinabi ko sayong hindi na kita mahal it’s not true… because I am so fucking deeply inlove with you”
“Brian said you got accident that night. I didn’t know that you got accident… I’m sorry. I know my sorry wouldn’t change everything but still I’m sorry”
Brian said that your happy now that you’re in love.. hmmm I can see that” I smile painfully “sana maintindihan ng girlfriend mo. Sabi ni Brian mabait naman daw siya kaya alam kong wala kang magiging problema”
"Fuck you Brian" bulong ko pero agad ko ding tinikom ang bibig ko. Tangina nun yari sakin yun Pag labas ko ang daldal amp.
“Aalis na ako.. Thank you Cody after this mag hahain ako ng Custody take care always…… my star”
narinig ko ang pag lock ng pinto kaya napa dilat ako. Shit... Fuck... Custody my ass. I'll win you back Sweetie.
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In looking back, I see nothing to regret,
Bago ako tumuloy sa Altar binigay ko sa anak namin ang isang box na may lamang Kwintas
"Sweetie bigay mo kay Mama" sabi ko at hinalikan siya sa pisngi
*Okay po Dada" kinikilig niyang sabi
Pag labas ng anak ko pumasok si Briget at may Inabot sa akin
It's a rolex watch may letter din na naka lagay
Dear Love,
The day that seemed like a fantasy existing in some far-off place has finally arrived and...we’re doing this! We’re getting married. I’ve been taking really slow and long breaths all morning trying to slow down the day. I’ve been trying to notice every detail in what the air smells and feels like, what music is playing, what people are saying, what the ocean feels like. I want every detail of today to be ingrained in my spirit.
Our Cody girl version is next to me as I write this, singing a song about ice cream robots and offering me the occasional sand pie. She's happy.
I was worried that this day would feel like any other, like it might let me down because I had built it up so much in my mind. But, it seems to be crafting itself to perfectly suit our needs—happy people, big waves, a little shower right when it was getting too hot, and you and I nearing the moment where we’ll solidify our commitment with well thought out words and a ceremony blessed by all the people who love us. Oh, and tequila! This day has also given us tequila.
Natawa ako sa sulat niya. Silly
I feel excitement in my stomach and serenity in my heart as 10:00 am tiptoes closer. I’m ready to keep loving you, today, and for all the others.
Love,
Your Almost Wife (Sweetie)
Damn this is it.... I love you Dia Amber Bernardio- Min
"Sir? It's time" ngiting sabi ng receptionist tumango at sumunod sakanya
This is Cody Min and I promise to never lose our spark and to always do the little things to make her happy.
I am here Star and she is my fireflies
-END-
Thank you so much for staying in TBSITS ♥️
And sorry also for any grammatical error. See you in Road Mist mwaaah 😘
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