Obsession Of A Psychopath ☠︎︎

Chapter 70: 𝑵𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒆

❦︎Amanda's POV❦︎

" No" I jointed up from bed screaming, I placed my head in my lap as I cried.

my sister walked into my room shortly after.

"Amanda are you ok," blue asked.

she sat on the bed next to me.

"I'm fine, go back to bed" I instructed wiping my tears.

"no you are not ok, Amanda you've been having nightmares a lot these past few days, I hear you crying alone at night, even in the shower. you barely take care of yourself. you always pretend to be happy when Hunter or anyone else is here" she stated.

"I said I'm fine, just leave me alone" I screamed.

"if you don't want to talk then fine, I'll go get your breakfast ready so you can at least eat before leaving" she noted then walked out.

I buried my head in my lap again and continued to cry. the dream felt so real, I felt like I was reliving that day. it had been a month since it happened but it still hurt a bucket load.

Blue was right, I always put up a face in front of everyone so they could think I was ok but the truth was far from it, I wasn't ok but everyone expected me to be ok so I wanted to fake it till I made it.

Hunter was the hardest to hide all this from because he knew me very well. the reason I was able to pull this off was because he was busy in the office, dealing with his father, and until a few days ago the fight with Zack. I always made up an excuse to cancel our dates and most times when he dropped by unexpectedly I always made sure blue or someone else was with me so I couldn't have a private conversation with him.

I was still going to therapy and even though I started feeling more at ease with physical contact with a male, I still had nightmares.

I calmed myself down and then went to the bathroom, I took a shower then changed into some jeans and a baggie shirt. as I was combing my hair, my phone vibrated, I picked it up then unlocked it, and found two new messages.

Tiger: Hey my love good morning are you ok?

Bestie Zack: my baby honey how are you doing?

I smiled to myself. Hunter and Zack were the best.

Me: I'm ok my love just getting ready to leave. good morning as well

Me: I'm ok Zack, just getting ready for school

I placed my phone in my back pocket and then went out to the kitchen. blue had already prepared breakfast. we ate in silence, the tension was killing me so I decided to break the silence.

"I'm sorry for lashing out at you earlier"I apologized.

"it's ok" she answered.

"no, it's not that's why I think you should go back to living with mom and dad," I remarked making her stand up.

"sure shut me out too like everyone else" she boomed then walked away.

just then my phone vibrated.

Tiger: I miss you, can you drop by the office so we can have lunch together

Me: I'll see if I can make it.

Tiger: please my love, I want to see you.

Me: ok

I put my phone back in my pocket then walked outside and found April, bodyguard Mr. Brian instructed to take care of me by order of hunter.

I got into the car then she drove me to college. once there she escorted me to the exam hall. of course, my college life wasn't back to normal. I still felt terrified when I passed through the halls, people weren't making things any better. I got nasty looks and I heard rumors around campus that they weren't friendly.