"That's your fucking problem right there, Kai."
"You want me to keep chasing you and I'm not doing that shit no more." He spat, looking into my eyes as I looked back into his.
"You want to leave without letting me explain, then go ahead and leave...
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Kai in the MM.
Kai Moments later
He really doesn't want to have sex with me. Was all I could think as I held this box of condoms in my hands, immediately overthinking everything including this relationship and his intentions with me.
Standing up to my feet, I wasted no time storming off toward the bathroom before bursting in to curse him the fuck out.
As I did, I immediately stopped in my tracks as I watched what was happening before me. Carter stood there obliviously as I watched him stroked his long, hard Piece through the glass, obviously pleasuring himself as I stood there in shock.
"No the fuck he is not." I spoke in disbelief, watching as he continued on, not even noticing that I'd come into the bathroom.
He was really standing there jerking himself off as if he didn't have a girlfriend. A horny one at that, that he'd just turned down.
I felt the conclusions flowing through my body as I quickly began to jump to every single of them them.
Saying nothing though, I backed out of the bathroom slowly and made my way back into his room. When I did, I began to get my words together, trying to figure out what exactly I was going to say.
I wasn't trying to self sabotage and I wasn't trying to lose everything we'd built because of my assumptions but this was different. He literally lied to me about why we weren't haven't sex and now he was taking drastic measures to please himself.
That was just sneaky to me and I didn't like that shit at all.
Sitting on his bed as my leg bounced up and down rapidly, I tried my hardest to contain my anger. I was so confused on how to approach this because I'd never even been through it before and I felt like things were so deep now.
I thought he would be truthfully to me about everything and I really did believe everything he said to me but I was beginning to think that my thoughts about being his charity case in the beginning were true.
Maybe I am a charity case. I continued on, thinking to myself.
Thinking back to three months ago and how I'd just let my guard down, thinking he meant what he said to me but maybe I was wrong.
Maybe this was all an act. A good guy act.
Breaking me away from my thoughts, the shower stopped completely and my nerves were all over the place while I waited patiently. It didn't take long but a few minutes later, the bathroom door opened as Carter's tall, muscular figure came out with a towel wrapped around his waist.
