"That's your fucking problem right there, Kai."
"You want me to keep chasing you and I'm not doing that shit no more." He spat, looking into my eyes as I looked back into his.
"You want to leave without letting me explain, then go ahead and leave...
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Kai in the MM.
Kai That night
I sat up in my room sulking as I sat in complete silence and complete darkness. I was beginning to reflect everything. Everything that happened in Miami and everything that had happened in such a short period of time.
I kept thinking and wishing that I could take it all back. I was completely regretful and I now understood what Carter meant when he told me he was uncomfortable.
I wouldn't have been happy if he did any of what I'd done when I was there and I knew that he had the right to be upset.
Because I would be to.
He'd already left though and him and Ferrow were done with work, so my chances of talking to him about any of this were gone.
I didn't know when the next time I would see him would be and it was breaking my heart knowing that he was completely done with me.
He didn't even look my way today.
Feeling tears coming to my eyes again, I quickly wiped them away as I felt my phone buzzing under me. My stomach dropped, instantly thinking that it was him calling but it wasn't and I calmed myself down.
Seeing that it was only my mom's room phone number on the screen.
Furrowing my eyebrows though in confusion, I wasted no time answering as I held my phone to my ear.
"Hello." I spoke softly as I sniffled a bit.
"Hi, Kai, baby."
"How are you?" My mom's voice came through the phone and I poked my lip out, trying to figure out if I wanted to tell her or not.
This was my mom and if anybody could get me through this, it would be her. But I still hadn't even told her about Carter.
She had no idea I was seeing anybody and I still wasn't sure if now was the time to tell.
Especially now with all of this happening.
"I don't know." I shrugged.
"I guess I'm okay." Was all I said to her as she listened to my words intently.
"Doesn't sound like it, baby."
"You want to talk about it?"
"What's going on?" She ended up asking seriously and I took a deep breath before beginning to spill anyway.
I'd told her everything, from Carter and I going on dates, the trip to Miami, Carter lying about his past, me lying to him about what had happened and anything else that you could think of. I was spilling all of the tea in hopes that she could help me get my man back.
I was tired of living like this now and I was tired of sleeping alone.
I had no more pride left because I was feeling empty inside, empty inside without the person I'd fallen in love with.
