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It's the 8th December 2021 at 9:03 pm.

Today was a nice day. I got up at around 8 am because I met my girlfriend at her stable. She's allowed to ride alone one of the horses (her name is Haline and she's an Icelandic) there two times a week so I went with her because the owner of that horse moved to a new stable and I wanted to get a look. She rode Haline and I filmed her. My hands were frozen afterwards because I had forgotten my gloves at home. Then her mother brought me back home. I ate lunch and then I had to wait for my mother until she got ready and then we drived to Odessa.
I wanted to ride outside without saddle. On our way, a car came towards us so I needed to ride into the fields that it can drive away. But Odessa freaked out because she was irritated because the ground of the fields was very soft because of the mud and I fell off her. Luckily she runned back to the stable. No one of us was getting hurt. I rode her then for about 10 minutes and it was ok.

After we were back home I decided to write my favourite teacher because I'm not really doing good and I want to talk to her about it. Since I had on April a breakdown during a sport lesson she knows about my problems because I told her. I was very desperate at that time and she helped me to get through it. She's such an angel, she always takes time for me, she always listens to my shit and always comforts me when I need it. She's besides my second favourite teacher the only adult I trust.
Anyway, she answered that we can talk tomorrow in the sport lesson. The whole fifth grade has sport at the same time, my class have her and the other two classes have another teacher and she is going to send my class to the other teacher so that she has time for me. I'm facilitated that I don't have to do the sport lesson because sport lessons are exhausting me very much because when I have to do things in front of others I'm scared and got panic sometimes which is very dumb because I'm not allowed to freak out at school.

That's it for today.

See you next time. Byeee:)