my diary

16

It's the 22nd December at 10:43 pm.

My day was ok. School was kinda ok I guess. After school my mother picked me up and we drove to Odessa. Her cough is going to get better. I rode her outside and it was actually nice.

⚠️TW⚠️

When I was changing my clothes in the stable I looked at my body and was kinda shoked. I have scars, literally everywhere. I hadn't payed any attention to them before because I'm so used to cutting that I often forget about it.

I don't understand why the people around me who knows about it still love me. Like, I'm addicted to hurt my fucking own body with a big knife, got scars which make me look more ugly and they're still here.
I don't know what I should think about that.

I cutted that evening also by the way.

⚠️TW end⚠️

That's it for today.

See you next time. Byeee:)