my diary

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It's the 26th December at 11:44 pm.

My day was great. My mother and me drove to Odessa. My mother fell of her two weeks ago while she wanted to get on her and now she's scared. I helped her to get on her and after that, I should motivate her to run. But when I wanted to take the bridle of her, she freaked out and ran through the hall while the bridle was still half on her. It brokes so we need to buy a new one.

At home I got changed because my girlfriend and me wanted to get ice skating at the rathausplatz. But we didn't know that we couldn't do that there so we went to eat something and after that we drove back home. We talked much about my shit. I have an appointment on January 5th at my doctor and she thinks that I should tell him about my suicidal thoughts. I told some of my other friends also about it and all of them think that I should tell him. But I still don't know if I should do it or not.

That's it for today.

See you next time. Byeee:)