I ran till my legs gave out
Inside I doubt I'll win this war
I ran till my lungs collapsed
And all I want is my old life back
I wake up and think of him
All the pain trapped within
I've tried to let go but it always fails
Will I be stuck forever here
I've tried to run but I can't escape
And I've tried to forget him every day
He's stuck in my brain
Haunts my dreams
Keeps me awake
Never ending misery
That day it replays in my mind
I've never regretted a day more in my life
The things I can't take back
The things I wish I hadn't done
But they made who I am
And I'm just trying to survive
Yet they swallow me alive
To erase the memories
To finally forget everything
Seems impossible
They'll stay with me till I'm gone
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Coping Mechanisms
RandomThis is a random collection of my writings when I become engulfed in my feelings, whether positive or negative. Writing them out is my coping mechanism. Enjoy and if you relate let me know!
