A Book of Random Thoughts

The Clock Ticks By

hello friends.

i'm sure no one is going to read this but i'm going to rant here anyway just because i can.

isn't it funny how so much can change in what simultaneously feels like forever and an instant all in one?

this time last year i was so incredibly sad and also quite sick. i've gotten sicker since then, but also so much happier. i'm learning to be okay with who i am. i'm going to get a mobility aid! i'm finally seeing all the right doctors and they're finally listening to me. it's so freeing even if my illnesses can't be cured.

and i have the most wonderful boyfriend i could ever have wished for. who is patient and has the biggest heart. who will talk things out with me when i need it. who supports me just as much as i support him.

isn't it funny how it can simultaneously feel like so much has changed, yet nothing has changed?

this is my life now. and i would do over the last 21 years again just to get to this point again. my future is so bright ✨