cry for me, jakehoon.

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꒰ chapter eight ꒱

"sunoo!" jungwon called the boy who was walking infront of him, he walked by the older boys side. "oh hey jungwon!" sunoo greeted, putting his arm over his shoulder.

"jake didn't come to school today, but he did say he felt sick since he drank last time." sunoo said as they walked down the school halls, they were making their way to the library to study since they had a free block.

"right, about jake, i have something to tell you..." jungwon mumbled, sunoo looked at the younger boy who had his head hung low and was hesitant to speak.

but as soon as jungwon was about to speak, he felt a pair of eyes on him, he looked around and that's when he spotted a familiar silhouette, causing his thoughts to go crazy.

jungwon sighed. "actually, i'll tell you about it soon." he smiled, his eyes drifting away from the figure as sunoo stood there confused.

"alright, is it something serious?" sunoo asked, wanting to get a little taste of what jungwon wanted to say since he wouldn't handle being left with nothing.

"hm.. it could be, depending on how you view it yourself." jungwon said, and smiled softly, ignoring the painful memories that stood behind his own shadow.

"anyways.." jungwon mumbled, quickly changing the subject before sunoo could ask anymore. "we should go visit jake later!" jungwon exclaimed, and sunoo nodded his head excitedly. "of course! let's surprise him!"

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he was cuddled up with a blanket as it was monday night, jake decided he wouldn't go to school and just stay in bed because of how sick he felt, luckily he has gotten a lot better since he's been resting the whole day.

he rolled around his blanket, trying to get comfy to go back to sleep after having more than 15 hours sleep, but he just couldn't, he felt wide awake and sighed, he didn't wanna be up just yet.

"what should i even do with sunghoon..." he stared at his ceiling, he was so confused at what to do, his plan just went straight down into the ground, he hasn't started yet but he just couldn't.

"have i grown feelings for sunghoon.." he asked himself, thinking more about his feelings and that's when it became clear. "oh my gosh..."

he was just so dreamy, how could i not fall for him.

jake sat up, and stared at the hoodie he was wearing. it still has sunghoons scent. he smiled and buried his face onto his sweater paws.

as he was lost in his thoughts, thinking about sunghoon, the doorbell rang which startled him slightly.

he was too lazy to get up, but just dragged himself towards the doorway of his apartment.

"jake!!" the pink haired boy said, holding bags of snacks as the other boy stood besides him, holding drinks. "can we come in?"

"no" jake said with a chuckle, obviously joking, but either way the two boys didn't care a bit and just barged right in.

"wow i wasn't expecting you to be a clean freak" sunoo laughed as he looked around jakes apartment while jungwon sat on the chair, placing everything down on the kitchen table.

a lot of time passed and they enjoyed the time with jake, they goofed around and had so much fun, they basically made jakes home their own.

the three boys were currently seated on jake couch while talking as the movie played in the background, that was when jungwon suddenly brought up a boy into the conversation.

"jake, so what's up with you and sunghoon? tell us everything." jungwon said as sunoo nodded his head.

"yes! you do know that sunghoon is just playing with your feelings right!" sunoo said, looking into jakes eyes.

jake didn't know if he should just say what has been going on with sunghoon, especially since he knows caught feelings for him.

"sooo?? you can't just keep hiding it from us." jungwon added and jake huffed out. maybe i should just tell them.

with that, jake told the two boys everything, from them kissing, them always suddenly ending up together, and also, that jake caught feelings, but he did not tell them about his own plan, which failed completely.

"jake... that's not good..." sunoo furrowed his brows, and shook his head in disappointment. "you don't know what's he's capable of, he's a player, and you know that right?"

"i know, i know.. but..." jake said, he bit his lip and thought more about what has sunghoon been doing these days, he so badly wanted to take sunghoons side, he wanted to defend him because of how much he liked sunghoon.

"do you think you could possibly change him?" jungwon asked, jake sighed and ran his hands through his hair.

"i.. i don't know.." jake honestly said, he closed his eyes shut as his head hung low, he didn't know what exactly to say.

could i change him?
could he ever like me?

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