cry for me, jakehoon.

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꒰ chapter twelve ꒱

"he completely stopped kissing other people.." jake mumbled as his face flushed, he noticed the slight change in sunghoon, is he finally falling for me?

sunoo and jungwon both stared at each other and back at jake.

sunoo coughed, brushing jungwons arm slight. "honestly... what exactly do you see in sunghoon?" jungwon said, hoping jake would spill.

jake exhaled his breath annoyed by the fact his friends weren't supporting his decision on liking sunghoon.

"okay but what can't you see? don't you think he's perfect?" jake said, and shook his head, clearly disappointed at his friends.

"if you guys don't accept me for liking sunghoon then i don't think i should be friends with you guys." jake suddenly stated and the two boys widened their eyes.

"n-no! i'm just saying.. because.." jungwon pushed sunoos arm slightly and sunoo finished the sentence. "we are genuinely worried for you, because he's a-"

"he's a bad guy, so what, who said i wasn't bad myself?" jake said with a sly smirk, he stood up from the cafeteria table and smiled.

"i'm confessing to sunghoon today! wish me luck!!" jake waved his hands as he quickly left the two boys.

"sunoo.. i don't think i shouldn't hold it in anymore.." jungwon said with a sigh, his leg was bouncing as he looked around nervously.

sunoo stared at the boy and smiled softly, allowing him to say what ever was bothering him.

"jake isn't what you think he is..." jungwon let out, he huffed some air out, unable to even glance at sunoo who looked at the boy confused.

"what are you saying?" sunoo asked and jungwon finally stared at his bestfriend, as sunoos the softly gazed, causing jungwon to feel comforted at the boys beautiful eyes.

jungwon didn't know whether he should finally open up, but eventually he knew he had to tell someone, especially someone who was also under jakes game.

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"hoonie!" jake called out, skipping over to the boy who was standing by his locker.

"oh hey pup." sunghoon smiled softly and waved his hand at the boy who stood next to him.

"my hoonie, how are you!" jake asked as he put his arm up and ruffled sunghoons hair.

sunghoon was off guard with the sudden touch, his voice hitched feeling jakes hand go down to his neck.

"o-oh i'm fine!" why the fuck do i keep stuttering. but what happened the day before that ran through his mind.

how could a kiss make me fall in love? i have kissed so much other people and never felt anyway for them, it's so weird.

i have to end it before anything happens..

"hm, okay that's great! by the way, can we go to the rooftop together." jake asked, and a little smile crept on his face, in which sunghoon thought was kinda weird.. "i have something i want to say."

"sounds good to me, i also have something to say." sunghoon said, and bit his lip, he somewhat felt nervous, it was strange.

today is such a strange day.

jake smiled as he grabbed sunghoons arm and led the way, but as they both walked little whispers could be heard and sunghoon didn't like it, but jake loved it.

'sunghoon and jake have been together for some time, don't you think sunghoon finally found the one?'

'sunghoons longest victim, i'm jealous.'

'could he actually be real for this one?'

sunghoon wasn't into that idea, he hated what people thought.

sunghoon huffed looking at jake who cutely walked up the stairs, the younger boy bit his lip and felt nervous for some reason.

'i'm gonna break his heart' is what he thought throughout the whole time at that moment, it was said repeatedly until it was finally time.

they both stood by the edge of the building and looked at each other.

but now sunghoon couldn't avoid it anymore, jakes touch felt so nice, he loved it and craved it each time he went to sleep, and it bothered him so much. he loves jakes touch, it made him feel loved, but even so, he won't let jake win because love will never be the same.

"since i suggested coming here, i'll say it first." jake said with a smile, sunghoon confusingly nodded his head as jakes stare never left sunghoons eyes.

"hoonie! i like you." jake said those words, slowly as it ran through sunghoons head.

sunghoon was always confessed to, and he was used to rejecting people but the look in jakes face frightened him for some reason, the innocent look jake always had was completely gone and he swore he definitely seen the devil in jakes eyes.

"what about you? do you like me too?" jake asked, caressing sunghoons face as he smiled softly, waiting for an answer.

so sweet, yet so devilish.

sunghoon gulped, the air felt small and he couldn't find a way to leave this situation, but was he even strong enough?

sunghoon coughed and pushed jakes hand away. "i-i don't think we would work out." he mumbled quietly.

sunghoons eyes darted else where, he slowly backed away and bit his lip, avoiding distance and eye contact with the older but he felt jakes eyes piercing into his body, he felt the sudden change of mood.

sunghoon quickly left the boy standing there alone, he didn't want to be in the same place as jake, he was confused and stunned by the sudden change but he couldn't even make a decision there with the look of jakes face, he would've accidentally fell for it but he snapped out of it quickly.

the eyes were the key to everything, and jake knew that for sure.

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