cry for me, jakehoon.

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꒰ chapter twenty eight ꒱

sunghoon was currently walking home after he just finished grocery shopping, bags in his hand as he quickly made his way through the alley way leading to his apartment, he missed jake and he didn't like it when they were apart.

but as he was walking he heard someone call his name. "sunghoon!" a voice called out from behind him, he turned back and seen the boy who quickly made his way to sunghoon.

"holy shit where have you been! i've been looking for you for days!" heeseung cursed, panic in his eyes as he looked around the boy to see if he was okay, he sigh in relief knowing sunghoon was perfectly fine, or was he?

sunghoon had an instinct to ignore heeseung, he thought about what his lover might think if he seen them together.

"o-oh! hey hyung..." sunghoon mumbled, he was just outside of his apartment building and so his eyes nervously darted everywhere just to see if jake was anywhere near them.

"sunghoon we need to talk." heeseung said, and grabbed one of the bags off sunghoons hand.

"let's go inside." the older boy said, making his way into the building and sunghoon nervously followed.

"w-why not we go else where!" sunghoon said, entering the elevator and heeseung pressed the keys to sunghoons floor.

"nah let's go to your place."

they were now outside of sunghoons door, the younger felt afraid of what could happen, he knew jake hated heeseung but he felt as if he had no choice but to bring heeseung in since the older was stubborn, so now he just hoped jake wasn't inside.

"go on, open the door." heeseung said, raising a brow. he knew something was definitely up, everything that just happened now was so suspicious and he noticed the fear in sunghoons eyes.

sunghoon bit his lip and opened the door, closing his eyes shut hoping jake was not there, he didn't know what could even happen to heeseung if he was there.

but luckily, he opened his eyes to an empty apartment, he sighed in relief, and brought in his groceries while heeseung followed behind.

"it's been awhile since i've come here." heeseung said, flopping his body onto the couch and closed his eyes.

"so what did you wanna talk about."

jake could come any minute now, so let's just make this quick.

"you know what it's about, you blocked us all." heeseung said, opening his eyes as he switched his position and was now seated.

"it was after you met jake everything changed, do you know what you're even doing? do you actually love him? he obviously made you do that right?" the older boy said, bombarding the younger with questions, but all the boy could do was stay locked up in his thoughts.

when he finally decided to give jake a chance, he thought maybe this was a chance for him to start an actual relationship, he wanted to fall in love with someone, and that someone was jake.

jake fell into the game of sunghoons, but even though jake was just like everyone else, he was just different for some reason, that's all he can say, he felt a different spark in his heart everytime he seen jake, it was like he was his missing half.

but did he love him? does sunghoon love jake?

"answer me, do you love him?" heeseung asked the boy who looked down, he bit his lip and wouldn't dare to let out a word. of course i do, right? i lov-