Captain (Chris Redfield x reader)

Extra chapter

A/n: this chapter is after story, take place in Resident Evil Village. Keep in mind that there will be some spoiler. Please enjoy:)

A man sitting in a chopper car put his phone down, in frustration he pulled out a cigarette and lit it.
"I thought you gave up smoking last year?" A sweet voice said, making the man turn his head to your  direction.
"Well..." he couldn't find a words so you chuckled
"Old habits die hard?" He didn't answer, that was enough for you to know what he wanted to say. You giggled and heard someone say while getting out of the chopper.
"You lucky you got to go and have fun Cat" the voice said through headphones devices
"Don't be salty Tundra" I said, holding my guns tight, the nervousness never went away. No matter how many years it has been, while frowning my brows I feel someone's hands gently touch my shoulder. It was Chris. I can't smile at him, our relationship is a secret. At least I try to act normal and nod my head to him. In these couple of years I can tell how Chris feels. I guess that's a positive thing beside working our asses off trying to find the culprit for three years. A helicopter flew over us. It was a similar one I used...we used to be in.
"So the BSAA got here already huh?" Chris hum, before I can say anything four men walk out to greet us. They were wearing one of the helmets to help them see in the dark and far away. I haven't put it on yet, I'm going to rescue Rosemary with Chris so I don't need it as much as they do. They talk about the mission of taking Miranda down and rescuing Rose. When Chris finished talking one man approached me and said in a low but confident voice.
"Hi there beautiful, it's been a while since we met. But still pretty as always" he said making me chuckle
"Thank you, that makes me feel more confident," I said, looking forward to trying to catch up to the captain.

We ran to Miranda's base, lycans were surrounding us. I shoot them down and try to follow up. It's not my first time but, these lycans are stronger than the zombies I have shot down. Helping Chris shoot the lycans while waiting for Lobo to bomb the megamycete. In three shots of bombing the mole, we finally exploded Miranda's bases. I was about to run in with Chris to find the main place of the Megamycete.
"I found a way down. I'm going in the rest of you stay back" he paused and look at me "including you Cat" I frown 
"But sir, I'm here to—" he shouted at me, demanding voice
"Do as I told, go meet Tundra and stay there" I didn't reply just gritting my teeth "is that clear?" He said in a firm voice, making me grunt
"Yes sir" I said looking at him angrily and walked to Tundra spot, rolling my eyes off.
'We'll see who'll be demanding after this mission Chris' I thought walking back.

"Have you calmed down yet?" Tundra asked me, still focus on her work, which made me even more irritated. Everybody got their jobs, he even asked Lobo for help but he sent me off? This is absurd. I sigh and sit down crossing my legs
"Yes...I have to" she didn't connect the microphone so the rest cannot hear what we're going to say
"(Y/n), he just worries about you. You know he will be more sad if you die in a battle with these b.o.w weapon" I sigh
"Yeah, I'm being irrational right now" I try my best not to get personal with the mission, which make her giggle
"You're just in love" that make I turn my neck to her
"Em (short for Emily), what if he got injured too? Don't you think I'll be sad as well?" I sigh and crossing my arms "we been to battle together so many times, I just don't understand" which make Tundra look away for a second
"He lost his partner in the battle field, all his teammates. You probably know why he wanted to keep you away right?" She paused "after all, he's the legend Chris Redfield he can't die. You know that" I chuckled
"Thanks, here let me see what I can help" I said, crouching down to her level.

Morning came, all the team members were already back at the helicopter. Same with the survivor Mia Winter. She is already sitting down and waiting patiently for her husband and her daughter to return along with Chris. She looked very motherly compared to the rest of us. I grew more and more worried as Chris was not here yet. Then I saw him carrying a small infant in his arms, that must be Rosemary. Chris hands Rose over to Mia and order to fly, the husband yet to be seen.
"No. We can't go! Not without my husband!" She asked Chris, by the look in his eyes it was bitterness. I want to tell her off but, I think about what she would feel. So I kept my mouth shut. Chris on the other hand shouted at her, holding back his anger and tears.
"He's gone! I tried. He stayed so we could all escape" it was a long pause "...I'm sorry" I couldn't say anything. The plan I haven't told anyone, deep down. I sit there with no tears, just bitterness and tension in the air. Nothing else.

When we got the survivor off and checked in the hospital. Chris and I walk back to our room, I look at Chris face he looks like he could break off any moment. When we got inside our room I hugged him.
"(Y/n)?" I still hugging him
"It's not your fault" I knew how he felt. He will blame himself again. I patted his head even if he's taller than me
"It's not your fault Chris. He wouldn't make it either way because if Miranda, the main megamycete die the rest will as well" I paused "there's no hope for him" Chris hug back slightly, resting his head on my shoulder.
"...he died because of me" he whispered. I hugged him even tighter than before.
"It's not your fault darling, you did your best to save him. Ethan knew that" I smile at him "I'm sure of it"

Week has passed since the accident. It was our day off, I sat back down in my room researching my beloved. He never told me anything about his past. He lost his whole unit, his best partner Pier Nivans I believe? And we met a few years later. Working along with each other for five years, going on dates in secret, intercourses was something that was satisfying. The big man himself wanted a family of his own, children to continue the Redfield bloodline. I wouldn't mind being the tool, but to bring the pure child into a world full of bio weapons where one day one  or both of us didn't come back? What would that child feel? What if the accident happened like the Winter's? What am I going to do? Live in mourning? Train of thought running through my mind. I walked down and saw Chris writing a report, I hugged him from the back.
"It's our day off today, why are you working" I asked, he rested his head on my arms and sigh
"There's more report, you have to do your too" he said
"Yeah whatever captain" I said kissing his forehead "hey Chris, I have something to talk to you" he looked up waiting for the questions
"Listen. I don't want to be (L/n) anymore" I said walking in front of him and drop down to my knees pull out a small blue box and open it
"So would you mind changing my last name to yours instead?" I smiled but he didn't say anything back, making it kinda awkward
"Listen I know that you—" but he stopped me, holding my hands. The look in his eyes made me shiver.
"Chris...?" He didn't answer me, just holding my hands I burst into tears. What's this? Why? I thought that —

"(y/n)! You okay?" I opened my teary eyes, looking around. I sat up on my table, I was in the middle of writing my report. Chris is beside me holding my shoulder. It was a dream? Was it? The dream was so real, too real. I looked at Chris' face and he looked concerned, like alway. I burst into tears and hugged him like a little kid. I can feel his nervousness, I have never whimpered like this in front of people before. The fear of losing someone important scared me, that look he gave in my dream terrified me. I don't want to see it again. Chris lighty hugged me back, it felt like he was carefully embracing me so I don't shatter. After a while I  calmed down, just a little
"Are you okay now (y/n)?" He asked but I didn't let go of him. I am still crying, struggling to find words I just sniffled. He patted my head.

It take a while until I stop crying, Chris knee down and holding my hands gently
"Are you okay now?" I smile and nodding my head
"...sorry I had a nightmare" he smile
"Mind telling me?" I nodded my head and began telling him my dream. He didn't let my hands go, not even once
"I love you (y/n), I would never reject you" he said smiling, making my tears fall again
"I love you too" I clinched his hands "don't let me go okay?" I kiss him, I didn't want to let go even if I can't breathe. We hold each other, that warmth is something I'm not willing to let go.