My soul left me long ago
I just hope they never know
Nobody ever listened to what I said
The pain has always spread
Going through all these obstacles
To end up running in circles.
I wish I was buried six feet deep
Yet I think that this road is too steep.
A situation I could never predict
Now an endless conflict.
All this trauma,
It sure left its mark.
What they tought was fake drama...
All this dark,
It will thrive.
It's so strong
It's eating me alive
And it makes me feel like I don't belong.
Can someone save me?
Or is it only me?
All this negativity
Keeping me in captivity
I want to go to the other side
Death opening its arms open wide
Offering me to be my guide
All it takes is a stride.
Meanwhile Life is holding me back
Covering of white all this black
Yet she won't cut me some slack
Feeling like I'm going in a cul de sac.
I can't think by myself anymore
I wish everything was like before
I want to get away from this inside war
It's all I ask for.
I'm thinking about my family
What they mean to me.
I'm trying to find my life's right category
The one where I'm happy
The one where I'm not alone
The one where I can finally see the sun.
