Dear God
Please nod.
Heaven, please let me through
Take me with you.
That's all I aspire to.
Free my heart too.
I don't want to feel this anymore
It has become stronger than before.
That desperate need
That need to be fed.
Fed with love and happiness.
But I've always been given less.
All around me is black
The real me is never coming back.
Let others live their lives
Please take out these knives.
Let me bleed to death
Let me blow my final breath.
Pull me out of the water like a fish
Grant me this wish.
I want to be on this Earth no longer
This is not a prayer.
Please let me die
Don't ask me why.
Just do it
Don't worry about it.
I'll be fine.
As my blood flows like wine
I'm going on the other side.
Please be my guide.
I lost that fight
Let me see the light.
My heart is tight
Let me see things right.
I want to hear a new melody
I want my soul to leave my body
And let it hear this holy music.
I want to stop drowning like the Titanic.
No legacy
Not from me.
Put me out of my misery
End my story.
