tw: self harm, suicidal thoughts, cursing & more
Anna quickly threw on a big hoddie, tears streaming down her face as her mind screamed horrible things at her, she was so scared of her mind.
She was so concentrated on the voices in her head that she was having issues putting on her shoes. She hated when stuff like that happen, she felt small and pathetic.
"c'mon, boon." anna whispered to herself, all her friends used to call her boon before they all went away or ghosted her, she finally got them on, running for the door.
She walked quickly to the nearest corner store, Emma blowing up her phone, she was the only friend who cared about her.
She swung the door open, ignoring the beautiful voice's "hello.", she walked to the isle that she always went to a picked up the nearest box of blades she couldn't find.
She walked towards the counter, now noticing the beautiful woman that stood there, "just these?" The Woman asked, Anna nodded, her foot tapping the ground in patiently, Anna looked at her name tag, "Eva <3" it read, it made her smile a bit.
"hey, what's your name." Eva asked, totally making it aware that she wasn't gonna ring up the blades, "a-anna." she answered, her voice harsh and low, "k, anna. i want you to go home, get some rest, everything's gonna be okay." She said softly, it was soothing but Anna wasn't having it, "no! everything won't be okay!" She snapped, reaching for the blades that Eva held back.
Eva slipped her a piece of paper after writing her number one it, "go home, Anna. please." She said, Anna gave up, snatching the piece of paper and walking out of the store.
11 months later...
"oh babe, I really don't wanna." Anna did with a small pout, Eva rolled her eyes, "blow the candles out, if you don't I will." She said, a smile on her face.
That day marked 11 months of being self harm free.
reallyyyyy wondering if I should post this new smut cause it VULGAR <3
