As jeno got home, he immediately greeted his cat and smiled at her
"Ginger!" he called petting her head and gently put her on the couch
He lay down on his bed then hug his largest pillow and let the tears that is threatened to escape his eyes fall.
"This is your fault jeno! Why do you have to ask him if you already know the answer!"
He could feel his heart broke into pieces remembering the response coming from mark.
Jeno then decided to contact the person who comes into his mind.
"Jeno?"
"Can we fuck again?"
"How much horniness do you have?"
The samoyed like male chuckle "Kidding! but can I share something with you?"
"Sure, what is it?"
"He's here."
"Who? Mark?"
"Yup."
"Since when?"
"Just today, remember when you heard me say 'hallucinating'?"
"Uhhh, how about that?"
"I heard his laugh when we're walking out of the house then I thought I was hallucinating and when I got back I really saw him seating at the couch together with our two other bestfriends.
"And then?"
"I talked to him alone after, and I hurt myself again!" he said now sobbing once again
He heard the younger sighed "What did he said?"
"You know that he knew about us right? I just jokingly ask him if he like me because that is the most effective way for me to know what does he think of me...and then..." he didn't got to continue what he said when tears started to take over him again
His heart clench again.
When he felt the tears stop he wiped it again before speaking "I got the same answer from him again jaemin..."
"Maybe he's not taking it seriously since you ask him in a joking way."
"But with the way he stated it earlier sounds like he doesn't really want to do anything with me! even though I already knew what is my place in his life, my stupid heart would still hope that there is something more than we can be than just being bestfriends, not to mention the reaction I would always get from him whenever i'm around just makes my heart crash.. jaemin, I didn't expect myself to love him this much."
"Jeno..."
"Why can't we just love each other?" he laugh bitterly "It's hard that we love people who can never be ours"
He felt the other male get silent on the other line and clear his throat before speaking.
"I don't know, I mean we tried to but our hearts just keep screaming their names."
"I got to hang up, thank you for listening."
"Okay, bye!"
Then he hang-up and continue to cry until he fell asleep.
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Slaps and Kisses | l. jn + l.mh
Fanfic"Go on just slap me! But in return, you'll receive a kiss."
